i love u forever...
Hi,
Vaibhya,he je sthal parava mala baghun gele..te saglyana pasant ahe..ghartun ani baherun saglejan parat parat ya baddal mala vicharat ahet
Sagle mala sarkh vicharat hote..Mi nahi mhntlyavar 8 divasapasun papa ani mi bolalo navto pan te ani mummy doghepan radle hote mala te nantar kalal..Mala khup vait vatal re.Mi saglyanach khup tras det ahe. Khar tar jagav as vatatch nahi pan maru hi shakat nahi.
Mala kuthla tari nirnay lavkar ghayala pahije,
Ashu archi kde jaun clgmadhe mazyabaddal khup kahi bolala mhnje mazya eka chulat bhavach pan lagn ajun tharat nahi,gharat khup tenshion ahe,he simi ka samjun ghet nahi..
Ghari mazya bajune konich nahi,Ani sagglijan hech sangat ahet ki he as lagn karu nakos,mala konich samjun ghet nahiye.vaibhya mi nirnay ghetlay mazya manavar dagad theun,barobar ahe ki chuk mahit nahi.mi mala to mulga awdala nahi taripan hokar dila ahe.Pan sagla vichar karun dila ahe.
Mala mahit ahe he mail vachun tula kas hot asel,Vaibhya tu tari mala samjaun ghe..Tu pan saglya goshticha vichar kar...Kuthla pan vait vichar manat anu nakos plz mazyasathi(mala mahit nahi mala tevdha tari hakk ahe ki nahi)
Kadachit tuzya sarkha jodidar milaych ya janmi tari mazya nashibat nahi..Ata jagnyach aim fix zalay ki marnach vat baghat jagaych..
Te ssagle ravivari parat mala baghayla yet ahet.
Pan mazyasathi ek kar,vaibhya mala mahit ahe pahile thode mahine khup tras n sahan karnyasarkh tras honar ahe. Kahihi karun gheu nako mazyasathi.Ani Aai,papa,pallu ani taichi kalji ghe...ani chagal abhyas karun MS ho.lagn kar(mazyasathi).
Mi tuzyakde baghatch jagnar ahe..Ani ajun ek sangte nit aik tula kahi zal tar mi malahi sampvun taken....mi mazya aaipappancha vichar karat ahe.Tu pan,tula pan aai papancha vichar karayla pahije.
Apan lagn karun aplya gharatle konich sukhi rahnar nahit tar mag he lagn karun apan pan sukhi rahu shaknar nahi. Dadala sagal sang.Ani tuzya friends la pan sang sagal plz..Karan mala khup kalji vatat rahil,tu he mail vachlyavar.
Archila phone kar mail vachlyavar..Ani mail vachun tu mala khup
shivya ghalnar ahes,tula maza khup rag yenar ahe sagal mala manya ahe pan mala samjaun ghe plzzz.
Mala mi he khup chukich karat ahe mahit ahe doghanchya drushtine,pan shevtacha gharatlyancha nirnay hi mala mahit ahe. Saglya junya goshti athvun he sagla nirnay ghetana malahi khup tras zala..
Tuz mazyavar jara tari prem asel tar tu kahi vait karun ghenar nahis.Ani maz tuzyavar asach ayushyabhar shevtachya kshanparyant asach prem rahil.
Chidun ani nirash houn kuthla nirnay gheu nako.Thoda saglya goshticha vichar kar..Apan eka varshachya premasathi 22-25 varshe aplyala vadhvlelya aai vadilancha pan vichar karayla pahije.
Mazya hatun pan khup chuka zalya ahet ata hi shevtchi chuk karat ahe saglyansathi..
Maz pudhe kay honar ahe mahit nahi pan Ata matr mareparyant Pudhchya janmich vat baghat kastari jagaych evdh tharvale.Apan pahileli swapn pudhchya janmi tari purn hotil mhnun.
Tu jar mazyashi bolnar asheel tar udya bol pan khup vichar ani dhadsane ha nirnay ghetlay tyat badal karu deu nako mala.Tabyetikde laksh de.
i love u forever...
Vaibhya,he je sthal parava mala baghun gele..te saglyana pasant ahe..ghartun ani baherun saglejan parat parat ya baddal mala vicharat ahet
Sagle mala sarkh vicharat hote..Mi nahi mhntlyavar 8 divasapasun papa ani mi bolalo navto pan te ani mummy doghepan radle hote mala te nantar kalal..Mala khup vait vatal re.Mi saglyanach khup tras det ahe. Khar tar jagav as vatatch nahi pan maru hi shakat nahi.
Mala kuthla tari nirnay lavkar ghayala pahije,
Ashu archi kde jaun clgmadhe mazyabaddal khup kahi bolala mhnje mazya eka chulat bhavach pan lagn ajun tharat nahi,gharat khup tenshion ahe,he simi ka samjun ghet nahi..
Ghari mazya bajune konich nahi,Ani sagglijan hech sangat ahet ki he as lagn karu nakos,mala konich samjun ghet nahiye.vaibhya mi nirnay ghetlay mazya manavar dagad theun,barobar ahe ki chuk mahit nahi.mi mala to mulga awdala nahi taripan hokar dila ahe.Pan sagla vichar karun dila ahe.
Mala mahit ahe he mail vachun tula kas hot asel,Vaibhya tu tari mala samjaun ghe..Tu pan saglya goshticha vichar kar...Kuthla pan vait vichar manat anu nakos plz mazyasathi(mala mahit nahi mala tevdha tari hakk ahe ki nahi)
Kadachit tuzya sarkha jodidar milaych ya janmi tari mazya nashibat nahi..Ata jagnyach aim fix zalay ki marnach vat baghat jagaych..
Te ssagle ravivari parat mala baghayla yet ahet.
Pan mazyasathi ek kar,vaibhya mala mahit ahe pahile thode mahine khup tras n sahan karnyasarkh tras honar ahe. Kahihi karun gheu nako mazyasathi.Ani Aai,papa,pallu ani taichi kalji ghe...ani chagal abhyas karun MS ho.lagn kar(mazyasathi).
Mi tuzyakde baghatch jagnar ahe..Ani ajun ek sangte nit aik tula kahi zal tar mi malahi sampvun taken....mi mazya aaipappancha vichar karat ahe.Tu pan,tula pan aai papancha vichar karayla pahije.
Apan lagn karun aplya gharatle konich sukhi rahnar nahit tar mag he lagn karun apan pan sukhi rahu shaknar nahi. Dadala sagal sang.Ani tuzya friends la pan sang sagal plz..Karan mala khup kalji vatat rahil,tu he mail vachlyavar.
Archila phone kar mail vachlyavar..Ani mail vachun tu mala khup
shivya ghalnar ahes,tula maza khup rag yenar ahe sagal mala manya ahe pan mala samjaun ghe plzzz.
Mala mi he khup chukich karat ahe mahit ahe doghanchya drushtine,pan shevtacha gharatlyancha nirnay hi mala mahit ahe. Saglya junya goshti athvun he sagla nirnay ghetana malahi khup tras zala..
Tuz mazyavar jara tari prem asel tar tu kahi vait karun ghenar nahis.Ani maz tuzyavar asach ayushyabhar shevtachya kshanparyant asach prem rahil.
Chidun ani nirash houn kuthla nirnay gheu nako.Thoda saglya goshticha vichar kar..Apan eka varshachya premasathi 22-25 varshe aplyala vadhvlelya aai vadilancha pan vichar karayla pahije.
Mazya hatun pan khup chuka zalya ahet ata hi shevtchi chuk karat ahe saglyansathi..
Maz pudhe kay honar ahe mahit nahi pan Ata matr mareparyant Pudhchya janmich vat baghat kastari jagaych evdh tharvale.Apan pahileli swapn pudhchya janmi tari purn hotil mhnun.
Tu jar mazyashi bolnar asheel tar udya bol pan khup vichar ani dhadsane ha nirnay ghetlay tyat badal karu deu nako mala.Tabyetikde laksh de.
i love u forever...
MHADA
तमाम मुंबईकर ज्या म्हाडाच्या लॉटरीची वाट पाहत होते त्या लॉटरीसाठी आवश्यक
असलेले ऑनलाइन फॉर्म येत्या २७ एप्रिलपासून ओपन होणार आहेत.
यंदा पहिल्यांदाच म्हाडाचे फॉर्म ऑनलाईन भरता येणार आहेत. ४०३४ घरांसाठी
म्हाडाची ही सोडत निघणार आहे. वेळापत्रकाप्रमाणे ही सोडत फेब्रुवारीतच निघणं
अपेक्षित होतं. मात्र काही तांत्रिक अडचणींमुळे ही तारीख लांबत चालली होती.
म्हाडाच्या फॉर्मसोबत भरावं लागणारं डिपॉझिट यंदा अॅक्सिस बँकेत जमा करावं
लागणार आहे.
मालवणी बोरिवली, पवई आणि इतर ठिकाणच्या घरांसाठी ही लॉटरी काढण्यात येणार आहे.
*फॉर्म भरण्याची पद्धतः*
• ऑनलाइन फॉर्म २७ एप्रिलपासून म्हाडाच्या वेबसाइटवर दिसणार आहेत. हा फॉर्म
आपल्या घरच्या इंटरनेट असलेल्या कम्प्युटरवर किंवा सायबर कॅफेमध्ये ऑनलाइन भरता
येणार आहे.
• हा ऑनलाइन फॉर्म भरल्यानंतर त्याची प्रिंट काढावी.
• आपण ज्या उत्पन्न गटासाठी फॉर्म भरला त्या रकमेच्या डिपॉजिटसह फॉर्मचे ५०
रुपये शुल्क असलेला कोणत्याही बँकेचा डीडी काढावा
• म्हाडा जाहिरात काढून डीडी कोणत्या नावाने द्यावा हे नंतर जाहीर करणार
आहे.
• हा फॉर्म घेऊन अॅक्सिस बँकेच्या शाखांमध्ये जमा करायचा आहे.
• डिपॉझिटचा फॉर्म आणि डीडी दिल्यावर बँकेतून आपल्याला काउंटर स्लिप प्राप्त
होणार आहे.
mhada flats online form 2011 | mhada application forms download starts from
april 27th 2011
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MHADA Flats are likely to get more expensive : mhada.maharashtra.gov.in
Mhada mhada.maharashtra.gov.in is revising the cost of tenements to be sold
in the Mhada lottery 2011mhada.maharashtra.gov.in . The price tag of a Mhada
high-income group (HIG) home in Dahisar with a carpet area of 571 sq ft has
shot up from Rs 18 lakh in 2009 to Rs 28.7 lakh in 2011. Also the cost of a
Mhada 437-sq-ft middle income group (MIG) flat in Pratiksha Nagar is 25.4
lakh,as opposed to 16.5 lakh in 2008. According to Mhada the cost of
construction,land cost and the cost of development of infrastructure have
gone up making Mhada flats more expensive this year.
MHADA Lottery 2011 website – mhada.maharashtra.gov.in
*
असलेले ऑनलाइन फॉर्म येत्या २७ एप्रिलपासून ओपन होणार आहेत.
यंदा पहिल्यांदाच म्हाडाचे फॉर्म ऑनलाईन भरता येणार आहेत. ४०३४ घरांसाठी
म्हाडाची ही सोडत निघणार आहे. वेळापत्रकाप्रमाणे ही सोडत फेब्रुवारीतच निघणं
अपेक्षित होतं. मात्र काही तांत्रिक अडचणींमुळे ही तारीख लांबत चालली होती.
म्हाडाच्या फॉर्मसोबत भरावं लागणारं डिपॉझिट यंदा अॅक्सिस बँकेत जमा करावं
लागणार आहे.
मालवणी बोरिवली, पवई आणि इतर ठिकाणच्या घरांसाठी ही लॉटरी काढण्यात येणार आहे.
*फॉर्म भरण्याची पद्धतः*
• ऑनलाइन फॉर्म २७ एप्रिलपासून म्हाडाच्या वेबसाइटवर दिसणार आहेत. हा फॉर्म
आपल्या घरच्या इंटरनेट असलेल्या कम्प्युटरवर किंवा सायबर कॅफेमध्ये ऑनलाइन भरता
येणार आहे.
• हा ऑनलाइन फॉर्म भरल्यानंतर त्याची प्रिंट काढावी.
• आपण ज्या उत्पन्न गटासाठी फॉर्म भरला त्या रकमेच्या डिपॉजिटसह फॉर्मचे ५०
रुपये शुल्क असलेला कोणत्याही बँकेचा डीडी काढावा
• म्हाडा जाहिरात काढून डीडी कोणत्या नावाने द्यावा हे नंतर जाहीर करणार
आहे.
• हा फॉर्म घेऊन अॅक्सिस बँकेच्या शाखांमध्ये जमा करायचा आहे.
• डिपॉझिटचा फॉर्म आणि डीडी दिल्यावर बँकेतून आपल्याला काउंटर स्लिप प्राप्त
होणार आहे.
mhada flats online form 2011 | mhada application forms download starts from
april 27th 2011
*
MHADA Flats are likely to get more expensive : mhada.maharashtra.gov.in
Mhada mhada.maharashtra.gov.in is revising the cost of tenements to be sold
in the Mhada lottery 2011mhada.maharashtra.gov.in . The price tag of a Mhada
high-income group (HIG) home in Dahisar with a carpet area of 571 sq ft has
shot up from Rs 18 lakh in 2009 to Rs 28.7 lakh in 2011. Also the cost of a
Mhada 437-sq-ft middle income group (MIG) flat in Pratiksha Nagar is 25.4
lakh,as opposed to 16.5 lakh in 2008. According to Mhada the cost of
construction,land cost and the cost of development of infrastructure have
gone up making Mhada flats more expensive this year.
MHADA Lottery 2011 website – mhada.maharashtra.gov.in
*
प्रेमपत्र – व्हेलेंटाइन डे स्पेशल Love Letter
प्रेमपत्र – व्हेलेंटाइन डे स्पेशल
तसं ह्याला काय नाव द्याव ते सुचत नव्हत .....ही २ जणांची पत्र आहेत . . दुसर पत्र उत्तर म्हणुन लिहलय.
काय आहे ते वाचुनच बघा आवडतं...की नाही ते :)
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Hi Dear!!!!!!
कशी आहेस? काय चालु आहे सध्या? अभ्यास कसा चालंलाय? नीट अभ्यास कर! सहा महिन्यांनी M.B.A. ची परीक्षा असेल ना? आणि मग जॉब पण चांगला मिळायला हवा! बाकी काय चाललय नविन? मुंबईला कधी येते आहेस? कळव मग फोन करुन.
Actually, सुरुवात काय करावी हे कळत नव्हंत म्हणुन ही वरची सगळी प्रस्तावना. असं हे पत्र मधेच आणि 'विनाकारण' लिहायला २ कारणं आहेत. म्हंटलं फोन पेक्षा पत्र लिहिण एकदम मजेदार होईल. शिवाय या दोन-तीन दिवसात कॉलेजची बरीच आठवण येते आहे.
आज संध्याकाळी ऑफिस मधुन परत आलो आणि सोसायटीचे मेन-गेट उघडणार तोच पारीजाताचा सुगंध आला. पहिल्यांदा तुझीच आठवण आली. आठवतं? तुला फुलं आवडतात म्हणुन एके दिवशी तुझ्या ओंजळीत भरपुर पारीजाताची फुलं ठेवली होती. केव्हढी खुश झाली होतीस तु? खांदे उडवुन चार-चारदा मला Thanx म्हणत होतीस. त्यानंतर बराचवेळ आपण कट्ट्यावर बसुन होतो, तेव्हाही फुले ओंजळीत घेऊन बसली होतीस. म्हंटल "अगं टाक पिशवीत!" तर म्हणलीस "नको! कोमेजुन जातील!"
किती मजा केली ना आपण कॉलेज मध्ये? कॉलेजची शेवटची २ वर्षे तर आपल्या ग्रुपने मनापासुन एन्जॉय केली. कॉलेज इव्हेंटमध्ये आपल्या ग्रुपनेच खरी 'जान' आणली होती. कॉलेजमध्ये मी सगळे उद्योग केले फक्त आपल्याला Dance काहि जमला नाहि. कॉलेज इव्हेंटच्या शेवटच्या दिवशी सगळं कॉलेज नाचत होतं. आपला ग्रुप अर्थात स्टेज वर जाउन धमाल करत होता. तु सुध्दा तीन-तीनदा मला 'अरे ये!' म्हणुन बोलावलसही, पण साले आपले पायच उचलत नाहित ना. गणपती विसर्जनाच्या दिवशी चौपाटीकडच्या रस्त्यावर आम्ही 'जे काहि' करतो त्यालाच आम्ही नाच म्हणतो. आता तसा नाच इथे कसा करणार?
आणि हो! कॉलेज मध्ये मारामारी सुध्दा केली. त्या माकडाने तुला मुद्दामहुन धक्का मारला होता म्हणुन कसा वाजवला होता त्याला त्यावेळी? पण तू उगाच मधे पडलीस, नाहितर त्याच्या गुढघ्याच्या वाट्या त्याला भीक मागण्यासाठी काढुन देणार होतो.
मात्र त्या नंतर अर्ध्या तासात सगळं कॉलेज आपलं "काहितरी" आहे असं कुजबुजत होतं. सगळ्यांना तेव्हा सांगुन थकलो कि बाबांनो खरंच तसं काहि नाहिये! काय लोकं असतात? मैत्रीचं नात त्यांना पटतच नाहि.
अरे हो! आता मोठ्ठ्ठ्ठ्ठ्ठा किस्सा! खंरतर पत्र लिहायचं दुसरं कारण. - कालच दुपारी चहा पिण्यासाठी आईने हाक मारली. मला चहा देऊन शेजारच्या खुर्चीवर भाजी निवडत होती. मधेच आईने तुझ्या बद्दल विचारलं -
आई:काय करते रे ती सध्या?
मी:M.B.A.
आई:आहे कुठे मग सध्या ती?
मी:पुण्याला सिंबॉयसिस मध्ये.
आई:अच्छा तरीच म्हंटलं बरेच दिवस आली नाहि!(मला चहाचा चटका लागला यावेळी) उंची किती आहे रे तीची? काहि अंदाज?(मला हसु फुटलं)
मी:आई! अगं असं पुस्तकाचं मधलं पान सुटल्या सारखे का प्रश्न विचारते आहेस? तिच्या घरी न येण्याचा आणि तिच्या उंचीचा काय संबध?
आई:वेड पांघरुन पेड गावला जाऊ नकोस! तुला चांगलच कळतय मी का विचारते आहे ते!(मला उगीच 'अपघाती वळण' अशी पाटी दिसली, आणि मी परत मान हलवुन हसलो! तर आई उखडलीच!). दात काढायला काय झालं? काहि चुकलं का माझं ते सांग!
मी:अगं आई! मी अजुन २५चाच आहे, काय घाई आहे? बघु २-३ वर्षांनी. आणि तिच्याबाबत म्हणशील तर आमचं तस काहि नाहिये!
(पण त्या भाजीच्या देठा बरोबरच, तीने माझे मुद्दे सुध्दा खुडुन काढले)
आई:अरे मग काय म्हातारा झालास कि मग लग्न करणार आहेस का? अश्शी निघुन जातील २ वर्षं. तुला चांगली ३०-३५ हजाराची नोकरी आहे. सगळं व्यवस्थित आहे. आणि हो! ती सुद्धा तुझ्याच वयाची ना? फार-फार तर चार-सहा महिने इकडे तिकडे. तिचे आई-वडिल तिच्यासाठी मुलगा बघायला देखिल लागले असतील! अरे २५ म्हंटजे मुलीसाठी खुपच झालं!
(मी विषय बदलायचा म्हणुन घड्याळाकडे बघुन म्हणालो -)
मी:अगं ती सिरीयल नाहि बघायची का तुला?
आई:विषय बदलु नकोस! मला उत्तर दे!
(मला कळ्लं, आई दुपारची सिरीअल चुकवतेय म्हणजे ती जरा जास्तच सिरीअस आहे!)
मी: आऽऽऽऽऽई! अगं का माझ्या आणि तिच्या मागे लागली आहेस?
आई: आई काय आई? मुलगी चांगली आहे! सुंदर आहे! चांगले संस्कार आहेत, शिवाय म्हणशील तर आपल्याच जातीतील आहे. सांग ना काय वाईट आहे?(तीने तुला इव्हेंटमध्ये नाचताना बघितलं नव्हतं म्हणुन हे सगळं म्हणत होती!! ही!ही!just kidding!)
मी:मातामाय(आई अशी चिवित्र वागायला लागली की कि मी "मातामाय! ल्येकराचं काय बी चुकलं-माकलं असेल तर पोटात घे! येत्या आवसेला गावच्या वेशीवर कोंबड उतरविन!!!!" या चालित सुरवात करतो)अगं खरच आमचं तस काहि नाहिये! काहितरी डोक्यात घेऊ नकोस!
आई:हं! मला नको सांगुस! आई आहे मी तुझी! अरे मांजराने डोळे मिटुन दुध प्यायलं तरी बाकीचे बघत असतात(मी त्या चहात बुडवलेल्या बिस्कीटा सारखा मऊ झालो होतो!)
मी:तुला कशा वरुन वाटंल असं? तु कितीवेळा भेटली आहेस तिला? ८वेऽऽळा १० वेळा? आणि माझ्या वाढदिवसानंतर कुठे आलिये ती? त्यालाहि ६-७ महिने झाले!तेव्हा सुट्टित आली होती ती!)
(पण ऐकेल ती आई कसली?)
आई:हांऽऽऽ!!! तेव्हांचच म्हणतेय मी! ती स्वत:हुन आत येउन मला मदत करत होती. आज काय मेनु? कसा करायचा? तुला अजुन काय काय आवडंत? सगळं विचारत होती!! बाकीच्या तिघी, बाहेर बसल्या होत्या नुसत्या खिदळत नी दात काढत!
(तिला सांगुन काहिच फायदा नव्हता, चटकन चहा संपवला आणि उठलो, तर म्हणाली - )
आई:अरे, तुमचं लग्न झालं, तुम्हाला मुलं-बाळं झाली की आम्ही सुटलो!!!(आईने आता "Body-line" बॉलिंग करायला सुरुवात केली होती!) नाहितरी आम्हा म्हातारा-म्हातारीला दुसरा काय उद्योग आहे?
मी:म्हंटजे?? तुम्हाला काहितरी काम मिळावं म्हणुन आम्ही लग्न करायचं?? या हिशोबाने तर भारतातील बेकारी केव्हाच संपायला हवी होती!!(आणि परत मोठ्ठ्ठ्याने हसलो)
आई:हं! कराऽऽ!थट्टा करा! पण सांगुन ठेवत्येय, पुढल्या वर्षभरात तुझं लग्न झालचं पाहिजे! तिच्याशी झालं तर आनंदच आहे! नहितर दुसरी बघु!!(मी चटकन t-Shirt बदलुन घरा बाहेर निघालो.
तसा रात्री जेवायलाच उगवलो. आत पाणी पिण्यासाठी गेलो, तर मला बघुन आईने जोरात भांडे आपटले. त्या दिवशी अनेक भांड्यांवर बरेच 'कोचे' आले होते. हॉल मध्ये आलो तर बाबांनी विचारलं - "काय रे? काय झालयं? दुपारपासुन असेच आवाज येत आहेत, आणि आज T.V. चक्क बंद आहे!" मी म्हणलो "माहित नाहि बुआ! भाजीवाल्याशी हुज्जत घालुन आली असेल!!" बाबांनाहि ते खरं वाटलं असावं त्यांनी परत पेपर मध्य तोंड खुपसलं.
रात्री जेवताना सुद्धा पोळी, भाजी, भात, आमटी, लोणचं या शब्दांमागचे प्रश्नचिन्ह कोणते आणि उद्गारचिन्ह कोणते हे ओळखुन हो-नाहि म्हणावे लागत होते. शक्यतो नाहिच म्हणत होतो, नाहितर म्हणायची - "तू जेवताना लग्नाला हो म्हणलास!" म्हणुन.
कश्श्या असतात ना या "आया". मुला-मुलीत फक्त मैत्री होऊ शकते यावर विश्वासच नसतो यांचा. असो, पुढले ७-८ दिवस तरी जेवताना 'नाहि' म्हणणेच योग्य राहिल असं दिसतय. या आयांचं काहि खरं नाहि.
हे सगळं मी तुला मोकळेपणाने सांगु शकतो कारण तु हे समजुन घेऊ शकतेस. आणि तसं तुलाहि हे नविन नाहि.
बर, तर हे सोडुन बाकी सगळं उत्तम. सध्या 'गधा-मझदुरी' करतोय. ऑफिसमध्येच रात्री ११:०० वाजतात. गेल्या २ आठवड्यात आज पहिल्यांदा ९-९:१५ ला घरी आलोय(आणि तेहि चक्क सोमवारी). म्हंटलं झोपण्या आधी पत्र लिहुया - फोन पेक्षा जास्त चांगलं!
असो, तु इथे कधी येते आहेस? पुढच्या महिन्यात वाढदिवस आहे तुझा, तेव्हा जमणार आहे का? आणि हो तब्येतीची काळजी घे. उगीच अबर-चबर खाउ नकोस, आणि आपल्याला जागरणं झेपत नाहित हे जग जाहिर आहे, so please जागरण करुन अभ्यास करु नका.
तुझा,
बुद्धुराम उर्फ जोकर.
ता.क. - आईचं बोलणं मनावर घेऊ नकोस. वागते ती अशी कधी कधी!
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खुप बरं वाटलं तुझ पत्र बघुन. बरं झालं पत्र लिहिलस ते. इथे सगळंच इंग्लिशमध्ये वाचांव लागतं-बोलावं लागतं. जाम कंटाळा आलाय! खुप दिवसांनी असं मराठी वाचतेय, त्यातहि तुझं पत्र मिळालं म्हणुन बरं वाटलं.
माझा अभ्यास चालु आहे. सध्या प्रोजेक्ट चालु आहे. त्या गडबडितुन वेळ काढुन तुला उत्तर पाठवते आहे.
खरचं कित्ती धमाल केली आपण कॉलेज मध्ये? ग्रॅजुएट होऊन बाहेर पडलो तर कोणालाच माहित नव्हतं कोण कुठे जाणार? काय करणार? आता प्रत्येक जण कुठेतरी जॉब करतोय किंवा शिकतोय. तुला चांगली नोकरी लागली, मी M.B.A. करतेय. सगळे कसे पांगलो ना आठहि दिशांना? तरी एकमेकांच्या contact मध्ये असतो आपण.
कित्ती आठवणी आहेत कॉलेजच्या. बरं झालं तुच आठवण करुन दिलीस. तु दिलेली ती ओंजळभर पारीजाताची फुलं आजही आठवतात मला. खरच खुप आनंद झाला होता मला तेव्हा. आपण कट्ट्यावर जाऊन बसलो होतो. आपण खुप tension मध्ये किंवा खुप आनंदात असलो कि तिथे न बोलतच बसुन रहायचो तसे! बराच वेळ बसलो होतो. मी खुष झाले म्हणुन तू आनंदात होतास आणि मी माझ्या सर्वात आवडत्या गोष्टी माझ्याजवळ होत्या म्हणुन खुष होते, ती पारीजाताची नाजुक फुल आणि...........'तू'. होय, तु मला आवडतोस. त्या दिवशी सुद्धा त्या फुलांना हुंगत असताना अनावधानानं तुझ्या खांद्यावर डोकं टेकवलं, तुला वाटलं मी नेहमीप्रमाणे अल्लड्पणा करतेय. मग मी स्वत:ला आवरलं तुझ्यापासुन थोडी दुर सरकुन बसले. त्यावेळी ३-४ फुल खाली पडली, अजुन पडु नयेत म्हणुन मी अलगद ओंजळ मिटली. तु म्हणालास "अगं टाक पिशवीत!" मी म्हणाले "नको! कोमेजतील!" पण मी परत ओंजळ उघडली, खरचं ती फुलं कोमेजली होती. पण ते तुला समजलचं नाहि.
त्या दिवशी कॉलेज इव्हेंटमध्ये मी तुला नाचायला बोलावलं वाटलं तु येशील, जमेल तसा नाचशील, किमान..२ स्टेप नाचशील माझ्या बरोबर. पण तु तिथेच उभा राहिलास, तुझा एक बुट मात्र ठेका धरुन हलत होता हे मी पाहिलं. पण त्या गर्दित "दोघांनीच" नाचण्याची मजा आणी कारण तुला समजलचं नाहि.
आणि हो! माझी छेड काढणार्याला तु मारत होतास, मारत कसला 'तुडवत' होतास. तेव्हा मी मध्ये पडले, मुद्दामच. कारण तु त्याचे हात-पाय तोडणार हे समजत होतंच पण मला तुझी काळजी वाटत होती. तुला काहि झालं असतं तर? म्हणुन मी तुला सोडवुन दुर घेउन गेले. त्या गडबडित मलाहि तुझे २-४ फटके लागले, पण तुला ते कळलच नाहि. आणि खरंच अर्ध्या तासात सगळ्या कॉलेजमध्ये पसरलं की आपलं 'काहितरी' आहे. तू सगळ्यांना रागाने-लोभाने तसं काहिहि नाहि हे समजावत होतास, मी मात्र गप्पच होते. पण माझ्या गप्प बसण्याचे कारण तुला समजलेच नाहि.
अरे हो, कॉलेज इव्हेंटमध्ये नाचताना माझा पाय मुरगळला होता, आठवतयं तुला? तुच घरी सोडायला आला होतास. वाटलं कॉलेज तसं जवळच आहे माझा हात धरुन चालत नेशील पण तु टॅक्सी बोलावलीस. एरवी हे टॅक्सीवाले दुरचं भाडं सांगितलं तरी येत नाहित आणी तो मेला 'एका चाकावर' तयार झाला. आत बसवुन तु मला क्रिकेट खेळताना पाय मुरगळला की काय करतोस ते सांगत होतास! माझी अश्श्शी चिड-चिड झाली होती. शेवटी मला रडु फुटलं, तुला वाटलं माझा पाय दुखतोय म्हणुन मी रडतेय. मला म्हणालास "खुप दुखतयं का? पाय टेकवत नाहिये का? चल नाहितर घरी जाण्या आधी डॉक्टरकडे जाउन x-ray काढायचा का?" या - या तुझ्या या अश्या प्रश्नांनी माझं रडणं वाढलं. वाटलं की तुझेच ८-१० x-ray काढावेत आणि तुला हृदय नावाची गोष्ट आहे की नाहि ते बघावं. पण माझ्या रडण्याचं कारण तुला समजलच नाहि.
एके दिवशी बाबांना हॉस्पिटलमध्ये Admit केलं. त्यांच्या छातीत दुखतं होतं म्हणुन. तुला कॉल केल्यावर धावत आलास. डॉक्टरनी ज्या गोळ्या-औषधे सांगितली होती ती लगेच आणुन दिलीस. दादासुध्दा २ तासांनी आला त्यानंतर. तु आलास तसा खुप धीर वाटला. तु आलास म्हणुन किमान मी माझं रडु दाबुन ठेवु शकले. दुसर्या बाजुला आईला धीर देत होते. दोन दिवसातच बाबांना डिस्चार्ज मिळाला. त्याच संध्याकाळी आपण भेटलो. तु विचारलस - "बाबांना बरं वाटतय ना आता?" यावर मी तुला मीठी मारुन रडले होते, कारण बाबांना बरं वाट्लं या बरोबर 'तू' त्यावेळी 'माझ्यासाठी' तिथे होतास या कारणामुळे. ते आनंदाश्रु होतेच, पण तुझ्यावरचा विश्वास आणि प्रेम देखिल होते. तुला वाटलं मी 'बाबांना काहि झालं असतं तर?' या कारणासाठी रडतेय. तु नंतर उगीच मला समजवत राहिलास, कारण माझ्या रडण्याचं कारण तुला समजलच नाहि.
असेच एकदा आपण रस्त्याने जात होतो. पावसाळा होता, दोघेही छत्री विसरलो होतो. आणि आलाच...पाऊस आलाच. तू चटकन समोरच्या झाडाच्या आडोश्याला गेलास. मी मात्र भिजत राहिले. मला तु म्हणालास "इथे ये!" पण मीच तुला पावसात भिजायला बोलवत होते. मला वाट्त होतं कि तु असचं पुढे यावस, आणि त्या कोसळणार्या पावसात मला अलगद मीठित घ्यावस. आणि..... तु जवळ आलासहि, माझा हात घट्ट्ट्ट पकडलास. उगीच माझे श्वास दुणावले. पण तु मला जवळपास फरपटत त्या झाडाखाली नेलं आणि वर वस्सकन माझ्यावर ओरडलास - "ताप येऊन आडवी होशील ना!". पाऊसहि पुढल्या क्षणी थांबला. कदाचित तोही हिरमुसला असावा. मला तुझा इतका राग आला होता कि नकळत डोळ्यातुन २ थेंब गालांवर ओघळले. तुला वाटलं ते पावसाचं पाणी असावं. आपण परत चालायला सुरुवात केली. माझं घर येई पर्यंत तू मला अगम्य भाषेत काहितरी सांगत होतास. कदाचित कुठल्यातरी देशाचा इतिहास किंवा तसचं काहितरी. माझं लक्षच नव्हतं तिथे. उभ्या आयुष्यात तो एकच प्रसंग असावा जेव्हा तु अखंड बोलत होतास आणि मी मात्र पूर्णवेळ गप्प होते. पण तुला ते का? हे समजलच नाहि.
तुला आवडतात म्हणुन मी स्वत: घाट घालुन मागे एकदा 'तळणीचे मोदक' करुन आणले होते. डबा उघडल्यावर तु आनंदाने ओरडलास "आयला!!!पॅटिस?" माझ्या तळपायाची आग मस्तकात गेली. पण तुझी आयुष्य रेषा मोठी होती म्हणुन चव घेउन म्हणालास "ओह! सॉरी! मोदक आहेत!! अरे वा!! छान झालेत!" दुसराहि मोदक उचलुन म्हणालस - "तुझ्या आईने केले वाटतं! काकुंच्या हाताला चवच छान आहे!!" त्यावर मी फक्त हसले. पण माझ्या हसण्याचे कारणच तुला समजले नाहि.
तु एकदा क्रिकेट खेळत होतास. मी पण ग्राउंड बाहेर उभे होते 'तुला' बघत. अचानक catch पकडायला धावलास आणि अडखळुन पडलास. दोन्ही कोपरं आणि गुढघे सोलवटुन निघाले होते. उजव्या कोपराचं तर भजच झालं होतं. मी धावत येउन माझा रुमाल त्या जखमेवर दाबुन धरला. रक्त थांबल्यावर म्हणालास "अरे-अरे! तुझा रुमाल उगीच खराब झाला.!" पण तो रुमाल आजहि आहे माझ्याकडे. का? ते तुला कदाचित समजणार नाहि.
६ महिन्यांपूर्वी तुझ्या वाढदिवसाला घरी आले होते. तुला gift म्हणुन मी छोटासा ताजमहाल दिला. म्हणालास "छान आहे! पण इतका खर्च कशाला केलास?" मी मनातल्या मनात कपाळावर हात मारला. मी तशीच स्वयंपाकघरात गेले आणि तुझ्या आईला मदत करायला लागले. तुला काय आवडतं, काय आवडत नाहि हे वळसे घालुन घालुन विचारत होते. पण हो!!! तुझ्या आईला मात्र ते लगेच समजलं.
आता please इतके वाचुन "म्हणजे काय?" असे विचारु नकोस. मला तु आवडतोस. त्या घरात सुन म्हणुन यायला मला आवडेल. तुझा निर्णय काय ते सांग. आणि हो! घाई करु नकोस. पुढच्या महिन्यात माझ्या वाढदिवसाला मी तिथे येते आहे २ दिवस. तेव्हा सांग. अजुन १५-२० दिवस आहेत.
हे पत्र मुद्दाम तुझ्या ऑफिसच्या पत्त्यावर पाठवते आहे. म्हणजे थेट तुझ्याकडे येईल. घरी कोणाच्या हातात पडावं हे मला नकोय. का ते तरी समज!
'फक्त तुझीच'
रडुबाई.
ता.क. - मी नेहमी म्हणते तसा तु खरचं बुध्दुराम आहेस. वर लिहायला विसरले होते!!!
तसं ह्याला काय नाव द्याव ते सुचत नव्हत .....ही २ जणांची पत्र आहेत . . दुसर पत्र उत्तर म्हणुन लिहलय.
काय आहे ते वाचुनच बघा आवडतं...की नाही ते :)
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Hi Dear!!!!!!
कशी आहेस? काय चालु आहे सध्या? अभ्यास कसा चालंलाय? नीट अभ्यास कर! सहा महिन्यांनी M.B.A. ची परीक्षा असेल ना? आणि मग जॉब पण चांगला मिळायला हवा! बाकी काय चाललय नविन? मुंबईला कधी येते आहेस? कळव मग फोन करुन.
Actually, सुरुवात काय करावी हे कळत नव्हंत म्हणुन ही वरची सगळी प्रस्तावना. असं हे पत्र मधेच आणि 'विनाकारण' लिहायला २ कारणं आहेत. म्हंटलं फोन पेक्षा पत्र लिहिण एकदम मजेदार होईल. शिवाय या दोन-तीन दिवसात कॉलेजची बरीच आठवण येते आहे.
आज संध्याकाळी ऑफिस मधुन परत आलो आणि सोसायटीचे मेन-गेट उघडणार तोच पारीजाताचा सुगंध आला. पहिल्यांदा तुझीच आठवण आली. आठवतं? तुला फुलं आवडतात म्हणुन एके दिवशी तुझ्या ओंजळीत भरपुर पारीजाताची फुलं ठेवली होती. केव्हढी खुश झाली होतीस तु? खांदे उडवुन चार-चारदा मला Thanx म्हणत होतीस. त्यानंतर बराचवेळ आपण कट्ट्यावर बसुन होतो, तेव्हाही फुले ओंजळीत घेऊन बसली होतीस. म्हंटल "अगं टाक पिशवीत!" तर म्हणलीस "नको! कोमेजुन जातील!"
किती मजा केली ना आपण कॉलेज मध्ये? कॉलेजची शेवटची २ वर्षे तर आपल्या ग्रुपने मनापासुन एन्जॉय केली. कॉलेज इव्हेंटमध्ये आपल्या ग्रुपनेच खरी 'जान' आणली होती. कॉलेजमध्ये मी सगळे उद्योग केले फक्त आपल्याला Dance काहि जमला नाहि. कॉलेज इव्हेंटच्या शेवटच्या दिवशी सगळं कॉलेज नाचत होतं. आपला ग्रुप अर्थात स्टेज वर जाउन धमाल करत होता. तु सुध्दा तीन-तीनदा मला 'अरे ये!' म्हणुन बोलावलसही, पण साले आपले पायच उचलत नाहित ना. गणपती विसर्जनाच्या दिवशी चौपाटीकडच्या रस्त्यावर आम्ही 'जे काहि' करतो त्यालाच आम्ही नाच म्हणतो. आता तसा नाच इथे कसा करणार?
आणि हो! कॉलेज मध्ये मारामारी सुध्दा केली. त्या माकडाने तुला मुद्दामहुन धक्का मारला होता म्हणुन कसा वाजवला होता त्याला त्यावेळी? पण तू उगाच मधे पडलीस, नाहितर त्याच्या गुढघ्याच्या वाट्या त्याला भीक मागण्यासाठी काढुन देणार होतो.
मात्र त्या नंतर अर्ध्या तासात सगळं कॉलेज आपलं "काहितरी" आहे असं कुजबुजत होतं. सगळ्यांना तेव्हा सांगुन थकलो कि बाबांनो खरंच तसं काहि नाहिये! काय लोकं असतात? मैत्रीचं नात त्यांना पटतच नाहि.
अरे हो! आता मोठ्ठ्ठ्ठ्ठ्ठा किस्सा! खंरतर पत्र लिहायचं दुसरं कारण. - कालच दुपारी चहा पिण्यासाठी आईने हाक मारली. मला चहा देऊन शेजारच्या खुर्चीवर भाजी निवडत होती. मधेच आईने तुझ्या बद्दल विचारलं -
आई:काय करते रे ती सध्या?
मी:M.B.A.
आई:आहे कुठे मग सध्या ती?
मी:पुण्याला सिंबॉयसिस मध्ये.
आई:अच्छा तरीच म्हंटलं बरेच दिवस आली नाहि!(मला चहाचा चटका लागला यावेळी) उंची किती आहे रे तीची? काहि अंदाज?(मला हसु फुटलं)
मी:आई! अगं असं पुस्तकाचं मधलं पान सुटल्या सारखे का प्रश्न विचारते आहेस? तिच्या घरी न येण्याचा आणि तिच्या उंचीचा काय संबध?
आई:वेड पांघरुन पेड गावला जाऊ नकोस! तुला चांगलच कळतय मी का विचारते आहे ते!(मला उगीच 'अपघाती वळण' अशी पाटी दिसली, आणि मी परत मान हलवुन हसलो! तर आई उखडलीच!). दात काढायला काय झालं? काहि चुकलं का माझं ते सांग!
मी:अगं आई! मी अजुन २५चाच आहे, काय घाई आहे? बघु २-३ वर्षांनी. आणि तिच्याबाबत म्हणशील तर आमचं तस काहि नाहिये!
(पण त्या भाजीच्या देठा बरोबरच, तीने माझे मुद्दे सुध्दा खुडुन काढले)
आई:अरे मग काय म्हातारा झालास कि मग लग्न करणार आहेस का? अश्शी निघुन जातील २ वर्षं. तुला चांगली ३०-३५ हजाराची नोकरी आहे. सगळं व्यवस्थित आहे. आणि हो! ती सुद्धा तुझ्याच वयाची ना? फार-फार तर चार-सहा महिने इकडे तिकडे. तिचे आई-वडिल तिच्यासाठी मुलगा बघायला देखिल लागले असतील! अरे २५ म्हंटजे मुलीसाठी खुपच झालं!
(मी विषय बदलायचा म्हणुन घड्याळाकडे बघुन म्हणालो -)
मी:अगं ती सिरीयल नाहि बघायची का तुला?
आई:विषय बदलु नकोस! मला उत्तर दे!
(मला कळ्लं, आई दुपारची सिरीअल चुकवतेय म्हणजे ती जरा जास्तच सिरीअस आहे!)
मी: आऽऽऽऽऽई! अगं का माझ्या आणि तिच्या मागे लागली आहेस?
आई: आई काय आई? मुलगी चांगली आहे! सुंदर आहे! चांगले संस्कार आहेत, शिवाय म्हणशील तर आपल्याच जातीतील आहे. सांग ना काय वाईट आहे?(तीने तुला इव्हेंटमध्ये नाचताना बघितलं नव्हतं म्हणुन हे सगळं म्हणत होती!! ही!ही!just kidding!)
मी:मातामाय(आई अशी चिवित्र वागायला लागली की कि मी "मातामाय! ल्येकराचं काय बी चुकलं-माकलं असेल तर पोटात घे! येत्या आवसेला गावच्या वेशीवर कोंबड उतरविन!!!!" या चालित सुरवात करतो)अगं खरच आमचं तस काहि नाहिये! काहितरी डोक्यात घेऊ नकोस!
आई:हं! मला नको सांगुस! आई आहे मी तुझी! अरे मांजराने डोळे मिटुन दुध प्यायलं तरी बाकीचे बघत असतात(मी त्या चहात बुडवलेल्या बिस्कीटा सारखा मऊ झालो होतो!)
मी:तुला कशा वरुन वाटंल असं? तु कितीवेळा भेटली आहेस तिला? ८वेऽऽळा १० वेळा? आणि माझ्या वाढदिवसानंतर कुठे आलिये ती? त्यालाहि ६-७ महिने झाले!तेव्हा सुट्टित आली होती ती!)
(पण ऐकेल ती आई कसली?)
आई:हांऽऽऽ!!! तेव्हांचच म्हणतेय मी! ती स्वत:हुन आत येउन मला मदत करत होती. आज काय मेनु? कसा करायचा? तुला अजुन काय काय आवडंत? सगळं विचारत होती!! बाकीच्या तिघी, बाहेर बसल्या होत्या नुसत्या खिदळत नी दात काढत!
(तिला सांगुन काहिच फायदा नव्हता, चटकन चहा संपवला आणि उठलो, तर म्हणाली - )
आई:अरे, तुमचं लग्न झालं, तुम्हाला मुलं-बाळं झाली की आम्ही सुटलो!!!(आईने आता "Body-line" बॉलिंग करायला सुरुवात केली होती!) नाहितरी आम्हा म्हातारा-म्हातारीला दुसरा काय उद्योग आहे?
मी:म्हंटजे?? तुम्हाला काहितरी काम मिळावं म्हणुन आम्ही लग्न करायचं?? या हिशोबाने तर भारतातील बेकारी केव्हाच संपायला हवी होती!!(आणि परत मोठ्ठ्ठ्याने हसलो)
आई:हं! कराऽऽ!थट्टा करा! पण सांगुन ठेवत्येय, पुढल्या वर्षभरात तुझं लग्न झालचं पाहिजे! तिच्याशी झालं तर आनंदच आहे! नहितर दुसरी बघु!!(मी चटकन t-Shirt बदलुन घरा बाहेर निघालो.
तसा रात्री जेवायलाच उगवलो. आत पाणी पिण्यासाठी गेलो, तर मला बघुन आईने जोरात भांडे आपटले. त्या दिवशी अनेक भांड्यांवर बरेच 'कोचे' आले होते. हॉल मध्ये आलो तर बाबांनी विचारलं - "काय रे? काय झालयं? दुपारपासुन असेच आवाज येत आहेत, आणि आज T.V. चक्क बंद आहे!" मी म्हणलो "माहित नाहि बुआ! भाजीवाल्याशी हुज्जत घालुन आली असेल!!" बाबांनाहि ते खरं वाटलं असावं त्यांनी परत पेपर मध्य तोंड खुपसलं.
रात्री जेवताना सुद्धा पोळी, भाजी, भात, आमटी, लोणचं या शब्दांमागचे प्रश्नचिन्ह कोणते आणि उद्गारचिन्ह कोणते हे ओळखुन हो-नाहि म्हणावे लागत होते. शक्यतो नाहिच म्हणत होतो, नाहितर म्हणायची - "तू जेवताना लग्नाला हो म्हणलास!" म्हणुन.
कश्श्या असतात ना या "आया". मुला-मुलीत फक्त मैत्री होऊ शकते यावर विश्वासच नसतो यांचा. असो, पुढले ७-८ दिवस तरी जेवताना 'नाहि' म्हणणेच योग्य राहिल असं दिसतय. या आयांचं काहि खरं नाहि.
हे सगळं मी तुला मोकळेपणाने सांगु शकतो कारण तु हे समजुन घेऊ शकतेस. आणि तसं तुलाहि हे नविन नाहि.
बर, तर हे सोडुन बाकी सगळं उत्तम. सध्या 'गधा-मझदुरी' करतोय. ऑफिसमध्येच रात्री ११:०० वाजतात. गेल्या २ आठवड्यात आज पहिल्यांदा ९-९:१५ ला घरी आलोय(आणि तेहि चक्क सोमवारी). म्हंटलं झोपण्या आधी पत्र लिहुया - फोन पेक्षा जास्त चांगलं!
असो, तु इथे कधी येते आहेस? पुढच्या महिन्यात वाढदिवस आहे तुझा, तेव्हा जमणार आहे का? आणि हो तब्येतीची काळजी घे. उगीच अबर-चबर खाउ नकोस, आणि आपल्याला जागरणं झेपत नाहित हे जग जाहिर आहे, so please जागरण करुन अभ्यास करु नका.
तुझा,
बुद्धुराम उर्फ जोकर.
ता.क. - आईचं बोलणं मनावर घेऊ नकोस. वागते ती अशी कधी कधी!
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Hiiiiiiii!!!!!!
खुप बरं वाटलं तुझ पत्र बघुन. बरं झालं पत्र लिहिलस ते. इथे सगळंच इंग्लिशमध्ये वाचांव लागतं-बोलावं लागतं. जाम कंटाळा आलाय! खुप दिवसांनी असं मराठी वाचतेय, त्यातहि तुझं पत्र मिळालं म्हणुन बरं वाटलं.
माझा अभ्यास चालु आहे. सध्या प्रोजेक्ट चालु आहे. त्या गडबडितुन वेळ काढुन तुला उत्तर पाठवते आहे.
खरचं कित्ती धमाल केली आपण कॉलेज मध्ये? ग्रॅजुएट होऊन बाहेर पडलो तर कोणालाच माहित नव्हतं कोण कुठे जाणार? काय करणार? आता प्रत्येक जण कुठेतरी जॉब करतोय किंवा शिकतोय. तुला चांगली नोकरी लागली, मी M.B.A. करतेय. सगळे कसे पांगलो ना आठहि दिशांना? तरी एकमेकांच्या contact मध्ये असतो आपण.
कित्ती आठवणी आहेत कॉलेजच्या. बरं झालं तुच आठवण करुन दिलीस. तु दिलेली ती ओंजळभर पारीजाताची फुलं आजही आठवतात मला. खरच खुप आनंद झाला होता मला तेव्हा. आपण कट्ट्यावर जाऊन बसलो होतो. आपण खुप tension मध्ये किंवा खुप आनंदात असलो कि तिथे न बोलतच बसुन रहायचो तसे! बराच वेळ बसलो होतो. मी खुष झाले म्हणुन तू आनंदात होतास आणि मी माझ्या सर्वात आवडत्या गोष्टी माझ्याजवळ होत्या म्हणुन खुष होते, ती पारीजाताची नाजुक फुल आणि...........'तू'. होय, तु मला आवडतोस. त्या दिवशी सुद्धा त्या फुलांना हुंगत असताना अनावधानानं तुझ्या खांद्यावर डोकं टेकवलं, तुला वाटलं मी नेहमीप्रमाणे अल्लड्पणा करतेय. मग मी स्वत:ला आवरलं तुझ्यापासुन थोडी दुर सरकुन बसले. त्यावेळी ३-४ फुल खाली पडली, अजुन पडु नयेत म्हणुन मी अलगद ओंजळ मिटली. तु म्हणालास "अगं टाक पिशवीत!" मी म्हणाले "नको! कोमेजतील!" पण मी परत ओंजळ उघडली, खरचं ती फुलं कोमेजली होती. पण ते तुला समजलचं नाहि.
त्या दिवशी कॉलेज इव्हेंटमध्ये मी तुला नाचायला बोलावलं वाटलं तु येशील, जमेल तसा नाचशील, किमान..२ स्टेप नाचशील माझ्या बरोबर. पण तु तिथेच उभा राहिलास, तुझा एक बुट मात्र ठेका धरुन हलत होता हे मी पाहिलं. पण त्या गर्दित "दोघांनीच" नाचण्याची मजा आणी कारण तुला समजलचं नाहि.
आणि हो! माझी छेड काढणार्याला तु मारत होतास, मारत कसला 'तुडवत' होतास. तेव्हा मी मध्ये पडले, मुद्दामच. कारण तु त्याचे हात-पाय तोडणार हे समजत होतंच पण मला तुझी काळजी वाटत होती. तुला काहि झालं असतं तर? म्हणुन मी तुला सोडवुन दुर घेउन गेले. त्या गडबडित मलाहि तुझे २-४ फटके लागले, पण तुला ते कळलच नाहि. आणि खरंच अर्ध्या तासात सगळ्या कॉलेजमध्ये पसरलं की आपलं 'काहितरी' आहे. तू सगळ्यांना रागाने-लोभाने तसं काहिहि नाहि हे समजावत होतास, मी मात्र गप्पच होते. पण माझ्या गप्प बसण्याचे कारण तुला समजलेच नाहि.
अरे हो, कॉलेज इव्हेंटमध्ये नाचताना माझा पाय मुरगळला होता, आठवतयं तुला? तुच घरी सोडायला आला होतास. वाटलं कॉलेज तसं जवळच आहे माझा हात धरुन चालत नेशील पण तु टॅक्सी बोलावलीस. एरवी हे टॅक्सीवाले दुरचं भाडं सांगितलं तरी येत नाहित आणी तो मेला 'एका चाकावर' तयार झाला. आत बसवुन तु मला क्रिकेट खेळताना पाय मुरगळला की काय करतोस ते सांगत होतास! माझी अश्श्शी चिड-चिड झाली होती. शेवटी मला रडु फुटलं, तुला वाटलं माझा पाय दुखतोय म्हणुन मी रडतेय. मला म्हणालास "खुप दुखतयं का? पाय टेकवत नाहिये का? चल नाहितर घरी जाण्या आधी डॉक्टरकडे जाउन x-ray काढायचा का?" या - या तुझ्या या अश्या प्रश्नांनी माझं रडणं वाढलं. वाटलं की तुझेच ८-१० x-ray काढावेत आणि तुला हृदय नावाची गोष्ट आहे की नाहि ते बघावं. पण माझ्या रडण्याचं कारण तुला समजलच नाहि.
एके दिवशी बाबांना हॉस्पिटलमध्ये Admit केलं. त्यांच्या छातीत दुखतं होतं म्हणुन. तुला कॉल केल्यावर धावत आलास. डॉक्टरनी ज्या गोळ्या-औषधे सांगितली होती ती लगेच आणुन दिलीस. दादासुध्दा २ तासांनी आला त्यानंतर. तु आलास तसा खुप धीर वाटला. तु आलास म्हणुन किमान मी माझं रडु दाबुन ठेवु शकले. दुसर्या बाजुला आईला धीर देत होते. दोन दिवसातच बाबांना डिस्चार्ज मिळाला. त्याच संध्याकाळी आपण भेटलो. तु विचारलस - "बाबांना बरं वाटतय ना आता?" यावर मी तुला मीठी मारुन रडले होते, कारण बाबांना बरं वाट्लं या बरोबर 'तू' त्यावेळी 'माझ्यासाठी' तिथे होतास या कारणामुळे. ते आनंदाश्रु होतेच, पण तुझ्यावरचा विश्वास आणि प्रेम देखिल होते. तुला वाटलं मी 'बाबांना काहि झालं असतं तर?' या कारणासाठी रडतेय. तु नंतर उगीच मला समजवत राहिलास, कारण माझ्या रडण्याचं कारण तुला समजलच नाहि.
असेच एकदा आपण रस्त्याने जात होतो. पावसाळा होता, दोघेही छत्री विसरलो होतो. आणि आलाच...पाऊस आलाच. तू चटकन समोरच्या झाडाच्या आडोश्याला गेलास. मी मात्र भिजत राहिले. मला तु म्हणालास "इथे ये!" पण मीच तुला पावसात भिजायला बोलवत होते. मला वाट्त होतं कि तु असचं पुढे यावस, आणि त्या कोसळणार्या पावसात मला अलगद मीठित घ्यावस. आणि..... तु जवळ आलासहि, माझा हात घट्ट्ट्ट पकडलास. उगीच माझे श्वास दुणावले. पण तु मला जवळपास फरपटत त्या झाडाखाली नेलं आणि वर वस्सकन माझ्यावर ओरडलास - "ताप येऊन आडवी होशील ना!". पाऊसहि पुढल्या क्षणी थांबला. कदाचित तोही हिरमुसला असावा. मला तुझा इतका राग आला होता कि नकळत डोळ्यातुन २ थेंब गालांवर ओघळले. तुला वाटलं ते पावसाचं पाणी असावं. आपण परत चालायला सुरुवात केली. माझं घर येई पर्यंत तू मला अगम्य भाषेत काहितरी सांगत होतास. कदाचित कुठल्यातरी देशाचा इतिहास किंवा तसचं काहितरी. माझं लक्षच नव्हतं तिथे. उभ्या आयुष्यात तो एकच प्रसंग असावा जेव्हा तु अखंड बोलत होतास आणि मी मात्र पूर्णवेळ गप्प होते. पण तुला ते का? हे समजलच नाहि.
तुला आवडतात म्हणुन मी स्वत: घाट घालुन मागे एकदा 'तळणीचे मोदक' करुन आणले होते. डबा उघडल्यावर तु आनंदाने ओरडलास "आयला!!!पॅटिस?" माझ्या तळपायाची आग मस्तकात गेली. पण तुझी आयुष्य रेषा मोठी होती म्हणुन चव घेउन म्हणालास "ओह! सॉरी! मोदक आहेत!! अरे वा!! छान झालेत!" दुसराहि मोदक उचलुन म्हणालस - "तुझ्या आईने केले वाटतं! काकुंच्या हाताला चवच छान आहे!!" त्यावर मी फक्त हसले. पण माझ्या हसण्याचे कारणच तुला समजले नाहि.
तु एकदा क्रिकेट खेळत होतास. मी पण ग्राउंड बाहेर उभे होते 'तुला' बघत. अचानक catch पकडायला धावलास आणि अडखळुन पडलास. दोन्ही कोपरं आणि गुढघे सोलवटुन निघाले होते. उजव्या कोपराचं तर भजच झालं होतं. मी धावत येउन माझा रुमाल त्या जखमेवर दाबुन धरला. रक्त थांबल्यावर म्हणालास "अरे-अरे! तुझा रुमाल उगीच खराब झाला.!" पण तो रुमाल आजहि आहे माझ्याकडे. का? ते तुला कदाचित समजणार नाहि.
६ महिन्यांपूर्वी तुझ्या वाढदिवसाला घरी आले होते. तुला gift म्हणुन मी छोटासा ताजमहाल दिला. म्हणालास "छान आहे! पण इतका खर्च कशाला केलास?" मी मनातल्या मनात कपाळावर हात मारला. मी तशीच स्वयंपाकघरात गेले आणि तुझ्या आईला मदत करायला लागले. तुला काय आवडतं, काय आवडत नाहि हे वळसे घालुन घालुन विचारत होते. पण हो!!! तुझ्या आईला मात्र ते लगेच समजलं.
आता please इतके वाचुन "म्हणजे काय?" असे विचारु नकोस. मला तु आवडतोस. त्या घरात सुन म्हणुन यायला मला आवडेल. तुझा निर्णय काय ते सांग. आणि हो! घाई करु नकोस. पुढच्या महिन्यात माझ्या वाढदिवसाला मी तिथे येते आहे २ दिवस. तेव्हा सांग. अजुन १५-२० दिवस आहेत.
हे पत्र मुद्दाम तुझ्या ऑफिसच्या पत्त्यावर पाठवते आहे. म्हणजे थेट तुझ्याकडे येईल. घरी कोणाच्या हातात पडावं हे मला नकोय. का ते तरी समज!
'फक्त तुझीच'
रडुबाई.
ता.क. - मी नेहमी म्हणते तसा तु खरचं बुध्दुराम आहेस. वर लिहायला विसरले होते!!!
Birds need you this summer
Summer is here and its going to be equally harsh to the animals around us. Kindly do your tiny bit by keeping a bowl of fresh water out side your balcony or garden.
"Until one has loved an animal, part of their soul remains unawakened."
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Date: 6-June
SHE:
Today was Niru’s birthday and also his last day in Pune as well as in this company.
He left in the evening for Mumbai.
It was really a heartbreaking moment to see him parting,
especially when both of us were completely aware that we might not see each other in future.
I had made the decision; the only problem was how to convey it to him.
I chose to be practical than just blind in love.
People give you cool gifts on your birthday but what I gave him was just a shock, a damn big shock.
He didn’t say anything except for ‘congrats’ and ‘good luck’ but his face told me everything he wanted to convey.
I cried there standing in the whole crowd of his friends who had gathered to wish him luck and goodbye.
He couldn’t cry out but if possible, he could just have wept then and there.
I said him sorry that I chose Rajesh over him.
What he replied was surprising.
He just replied, ‘No need to say sorry.
It’s your life, you have complete right to make a decision and you are mature enough to do so and you have made a wise decision.
We were friends and will be, but please don’t expect me to keep a contact with you.
I loved you and I really loved you from the bottom of my heart.
Now whenever I will think of you I will not have anything else than love in my mind and I think same might be the case with you;
and that won’t be right especially when u will be a married woman; married to someone else.
So this is our last meet.
Thanks for the friendship and the feeling of love that you gave me.
Best luck for your future life.’
And he just went inside the bus.
Was he so aloof or he just tried to sound so as not to make me feel worse about our parting?
I think for all those days that I spent with Niru,
I still couldn’t understand him properly.
Any ways Niru, what the truth is that I loved you.
I loved you like anything but the decision I made was based on practical aspects of life.
My decision will prove to be better for both of us and I am damn sure of it.
I had started writing diary since when I had seen you for the first time, now since you are not there in my life,
I am going to discontinue this practice.
This is the last page of my diary.
Best luck Niru, for your future.
Love you.
Bye.
HE:
This was the worst birthday of my life when I broke up with my love.
It can’t be termed as a breakup as such but we parted;
we parted forever with a promise not to cross the other’s life anytime in future.
I felt like crying; but boys don’t cry, do they? Yes they cry,
but secretly….and that’s why I am crying now.
The whole page is wet because of my tears.
Any ways this is the last page.
I have decided not to write this diary anymore.
This diary had come into my life with secretary,
and since secretary is no more with me,
what’s the purpose of this diary?
Secretary, just wanted to say best luck for your future.
I Love you.
Bye.
Rajesh:
Finally, today is that lucky day for me.
She said yes. I am so happy. She is mine.
Finally my dream has come true.
Oh God thanks a lot. You have made my day, in fact my life.
Very few people get to live with someone they love;
I am one of those lucky ones.
My happiness has no bounds.
I am very very happy today.
Niru left the company today,
I don’t know whether we will be able to meet each other in future.
I had gone to say good bye and wish good luck to him.
He was talking to her.
When I saw her face, I again felt some pain in my heart.
Are they both having something?
If so, why did she say Yes to me? Are they trying to cover-up something?
Or is she playing games with me? Or am I coming as an odd between the two?
I could see tears in Niru’s eyes when he left her and got into the bus.
Her condition was no different, in fact she literally cried.
She seemed to recover after a couple of minutes but the way she was looking somewhere into the vacuum,
her face clearly was clearly telling her diligent attempts to control tears.
Oh god, please show me the way.
I hope I didn’t do anything wrong by proposing her.
The way they both were talking to each other didn’t show any sign of quarrel or fight between them.
Then why they separated? Or they shared some feeling for each other and none of them just bothered to express it?
Whatever the situation might be, she has said ‘yes’ to me;
must be for some reason, whatever ;
she is mine now.
Niru is her past and she will forget him;
in fact she will have to.
Whatever the case may be,
I love her and that’s it.
GOD:
Ok. Here is the end of this story,
not a unique; in fact a very very common one.
You might be expecting me to interfere in it at the eleventh hour and change the ending so that either;
before the bus starts,
She runs to the bus and gets into it and goes with Niru to Mumbai or probably when the bus is about to leave,
Niru jumps out and hugs her or Rajesh feels something wrong and just takes her on bike and follows the bus just to stop it and make her get into the bus for Niru and so on?
Nopes. This is not a hindi film.
This is a real life story and not a reel life one.
She took the decision wisely after evaluating each option she had.
She had thought practically in every aspect.
Won’t interference by me be just injustice to her thoughts?
Won’t it be a betrayal to her trust that the option she chose is the best one?
Won’t it be just a wrong deed on my side and that too just to please some others without any particularly sensible reason?
As I said, I have made this world with some predefined rules.
The balance of this world totally depends on the events that are happening every now and then.
No event is of more or less important than the other.
Every moment, situation, event has some sort of purpose and so stands of equal importance.
The purpose might not be directly related to you but it can also affect you indirectly.
As said before, I had already decided not to intervene and I stuck to my word.
Now you will say that it’s me only who decides everything ultimately.
Yes. Indeed true but that’s what my point is.
I decided her fate to be with Rajesh,
that’s it.
I hope you understand;
in fact I am sure you will … again that’s what your fate says….
THE END
SHE:
Today was Niru’s birthday and also his last day in Pune as well as in this company.
He left in the evening for Mumbai.
It was really a heartbreaking moment to see him parting,
especially when both of us were completely aware that we might not see each other in future.
I had made the decision; the only problem was how to convey it to him.
I chose to be practical than just blind in love.
People give you cool gifts on your birthday but what I gave him was just a shock, a damn big shock.
He didn’t say anything except for ‘congrats’ and ‘good luck’ but his face told me everything he wanted to convey.
I cried there standing in the whole crowd of his friends who had gathered to wish him luck and goodbye.
He couldn’t cry out but if possible, he could just have wept then and there.
I said him sorry that I chose Rajesh over him.
What he replied was surprising.
He just replied, ‘No need to say sorry.
It’s your life, you have complete right to make a decision and you are mature enough to do so and you have made a wise decision.
We were friends and will be, but please don’t expect me to keep a contact with you.
I loved you and I really loved you from the bottom of my heart.
Now whenever I will think of you I will not have anything else than love in my mind and I think same might be the case with you;
and that won’t be right especially when u will be a married woman; married to someone else.
So this is our last meet.
Thanks for the friendship and the feeling of love that you gave me.
Best luck for your future life.’
And he just went inside the bus.
Was he so aloof or he just tried to sound so as not to make me feel worse about our parting?
I think for all those days that I spent with Niru,
I still couldn’t understand him properly.
Any ways Niru, what the truth is that I loved you.
I loved you like anything but the decision I made was based on practical aspects of life.
My decision will prove to be better for both of us and I am damn sure of it.
I had started writing diary since when I had seen you for the first time, now since you are not there in my life,
I am going to discontinue this practice.
This is the last page of my diary.
Best luck Niru, for your future.
Love you.
Bye.
HE:
This was the worst birthday of my life when I broke up with my love.
It can’t be termed as a breakup as such but we parted;
we parted forever with a promise not to cross the other’s life anytime in future.
I felt like crying; but boys don’t cry, do they? Yes they cry,
but secretly….and that’s why I am crying now.
The whole page is wet because of my tears.
Any ways this is the last page.
I have decided not to write this diary anymore.
This diary had come into my life with secretary,
and since secretary is no more with me,
what’s the purpose of this diary?
Secretary, just wanted to say best luck for your future.
I Love you.
Bye.
Rajesh:
Finally, today is that lucky day for me.
She said yes. I am so happy. She is mine.
Finally my dream has come true.
Oh God thanks a lot. You have made my day, in fact my life.
Very few people get to live with someone they love;
I am one of those lucky ones.
My happiness has no bounds.
I am very very happy today.
Niru left the company today,
I don’t know whether we will be able to meet each other in future.
I had gone to say good bye and wish good luck to him.
He was talking to her.
When I saw her face, I again felt some pain in my heart.
Are they both having something?
If so, why did she say Yes to me? Are they trying to cover-up something?
Or is she playing games with me? Or am I coming as an odd between the two?
I could see tears in Niru’s eyes when he left her and got into the bus.
Her condition was no different, in fact she literally cried.
She seemed to recover after a couple of minutes but the way she was looking somewhere into the vacuum,
her face clearly was clearly telling her diligent attempts to control tears.
Oh god, please show me the way.
I hope I didn’t do anything wrong by proposing her.
The way they both were talking to each other didn’t show any sign of quarrel or fight between them.
Then why they separated? Or they shared some feeling for each other and none of them just bothered to express it?
Whatever the situation might be, she has said ‘yes’ to me;
must be for some reason, whatever ;
she is mine now.
Niru is her past and she will forget him;
in fact she will have to.
Whatever the case may be,
I love her and that’s it.
GOD:
Ok. Here is the end of this story,
not a unique; in fact a very very common one.
You might be expecting me to interfere in it at the eleventh hour and change the ending so that either;
before the bus starts,
She runs to the bus and gets into it and goes with Niru to Mumbai or probably when the bus is about to leave,
Niru jumps out and hugs her or Rajesh feels something wrong and just takes her on bike and follows the bus just to stop it and make her get into the bus for Niru and so on?
Nopes. This is not a hindi film.
This is a real life story and not a reel life one.
She took the decision wisely after evaluating each option she had.
She had thought practically in every aspect.
Won’t interference by me be just injustice to her thoughts?
Won’t it be a betrayal to her trust that the option she chose is the best one?
Won’t it be just a wrong deed on my side and that too just to please some others without any particularly sensible reason?
As I said, I have made this world with some predefined rules.
The balance of this world totally depends on the events that are happening every now and then.
No event is of more or less important than the other.
Every moment, situation, event has some sort of purpose and so stands of equal importance.
The purpose might not be directly related to you but it can also affect you indirectly.
As said before, I had already decided not to intervene and I stuck to my word.
Now you will say that it’s me only who decides everything ultimately.
Yes. Indeed true but that’s what my point is.
I decided her fate to be with Rajesh,
that’s it.
I hope you understand;
in fact I am sure you will … again that’s what your fate says….
THE END
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Date: 24-May
SHE:
Yesterday after so many days I cried.
I cried a lot. I was completely lost in dilemma.
I was not able to think properly.
What should I do? I loved Rajesh a couple of years ago but he didn’t, at that time.
Now he loves me but I love Niru.
Rajesh wants to settle down in life and he wants me to be with him.
Niru has not planned something of that sort,
he is just going to complete his MBA first and then will think of getting settled.
Rajesh , he is of my age, very much mature;
whereas Niru is younger, a bit of immature but that suits his age.
Rajesh, my family knows him very well and will be ready perhaps eager to include him in as my husband;
whereas Niru, I haven’t told anything about him to mom or dad yet.
But I love Niru a lot, probably more than I used to love Rajesh in college days.
How should I make a decision?
Based on feeling for love or based on my future,
the practical aspects for my life? Where should I go?
Oh god, please help me.
I need you immensely.
Please please,
help me make the decision.
Date: 30-May
HE:
Last few days just flew past like a stormy wind.
All those processes I had to undergo in order to leave the company,
just because I wanted to pursue better career in MBA rather than staying here and stagnating.
A few more days and I am off to achieve my dreams.
Just the problem is, I don’t want to leave her, my love, my secretary.
I really love her.
Since when my infatuation turned into love was unknown even to me.
I don’t want to leave her but I can’t even stay here.
Even I am doing MBA in Mumbai not even here in Pune.
Will she wait for me for at least 2-3 years which I will need to complete MBA and get settled?
I have said good bye to everyone, it was not that difficult;
but it’s definitely not the same with her.
I don’t know whether I will be able to say her good bye and how I am going to do that.
SHE:
I have made my decision.
I don’t know how to convey it but I will have to do it.
One of the two hearts is going to get broken but there is no any other way.
I have made my decision and I’ll stick to it.
Oh god,
please give me strength to bear everything.
next episode is the last one....
any guesses... what will happen... in the last episode......
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Date: 23-May
Rajesh:
Today I proposed to her.
She didn’t show any expressions as such on face and asked for sometime to think about it,
but I know she must have be just too happy for she had crush on me in our college life.
I think she will say ‘yes’.
Just that I need to confirm that Niru doesn’t come in between.
Everything should go smooth otherwise.
Even her and my parents would not have any problem in fact they would be happy if she and I get into the most beautiful relationship.
HE:
Today she called me up and asked to meet for a coffee at our usual place,
but later suddenly she called up to cancel the meeting.
I don’t know why.
She sounded stressed a bit on phone so I concluded it to be the result of work pressure.
But when I saw her in the evening in the bus today,
she was in a bit off-mood.
I don’t know why.
She then just held my hand.
I think she wanted to say something but she was not able to.
I couldn’t even understand what she wanted to say but I kept mum.
When my stop came nearer, she released my hand.
I asked her whether she was alright.
She didn’t reply anything else than ‘yes, just fine’.
I tried calling her in the night after dinner, but she didn’t pick up.
I think she must be stressed because of the work and must have slept early.
I hope nothing is wrong.
Oh god, please take care of her.
SHE:
Today was the most dreadful day for me.
Rajesh proposed to me.
My mood was off.
I loved him in college but he didn’t seem to pay any attention to me.
At times he literally avoided me.
Later somehow I just managed to overcome that feeling.
I loved him, but he didn’t.
There are no conditions in love after all.
I tried my best to forget feelings about him, at least suppress them.
He never seemed to like me. Then why now?
Has his feelings really changed ? or
he is just playing games with me?
I was going to propose Niru today.
It would have been the most crucial moment of my life and this guy,
Rajesh just turned off my mood.
I was literally shocked to hear from him.
Not that I don’t like him but now that a couple of years have passed when we had no contact and even Niru is there in my life.
Much water has flown down the bridge.
I don’t know whether I still love him,
and I also don’t know whether Niru is ready to have a commitment as such with me.
I am just confused.
Oh god, please help me.
Show me some way.
Why didn’t you device any automatic system to solve such problems?
GOD:
Automatic system ?
Wow!!! All these software engineers think alike.
They think just the computerization of every system solves most of the related problems.
But real life is not so simple.
The real life is much more complex thing to handle.
In arithmetic you have 1+1 =2;
but in real life you may have 1+1 as anything but 2.
That’s life.
About the automatic system to solve the real life problems,
I have given you humans one such machine.
Some call it heart, some just brain.
I gave you the ability to think.
You can take decisions based on your prior experience,
your conscience and you can very easily use it to make decisions and
I am sure even she will find out a way in this ambivalence because even if she does not trust my creations,
I do.
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Date: 10-April
Rajesh:
Her father was seriously ill.
As a family friend I helped a lot.
She couldn’t go to office for a week or so,
but I helped her in conveying the matter to her seniors.
I think this last week helped me a lot as in building a rapport with her and her parents.
Fate has given me a good chance to get closer to her,
I will do so.
Date: 25-April
SHE:
Today I met Niru finally after so many days.
I thought he might be still angry about the coffee thing,
but to my surprise, he was a bit tensed as to why I was not coming to the office.
I explained him that daddy was seriously ill.
He enquired about dad’s health and then simply changed the subject to turn my attention to somewhere else.
He was just trying to take me out of the tension about dad’s health.
He is such a mature guy, I knew he would understand.
Date: 20-May
SHE:
Niru and I have been going out for a long time now.
I have started loving him.
I think even he is serious about this relationship but he is younger than me and I don’t think he is ready for any commitment at this stage of his life, but mom and dad are pursuing me for marriage;
what should I do?
Should I ask him?
Date: 22-May
SHE:
Niru told me today that he is leaving the company.
He has got an admission to MBA in a College in Mumbai.
It’s really difficult to be away from him at least for 2 years.
Should I ask him for a relationship?
Will he be ready for that or he just wants to wait till the completion of his MBA?
But I can’t wait that much.
I think I’ll better ask him straight about the commitment let’s see what he says.
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Date: 19-March
HE:
I left for the day early today at 6.
I had travelled from Mumbai in the morning and so needed rest or was it just to avoid her since she travels by 8 o’clock bus?
I don’t know the reason but I felt like just avoiding her.
SHE:
Where is he?
He must have come from Mumbai in the morning and joined directly,
that’s why he wasn’t in the morning bus, but why not in the usual evening bus at 8?
Probably he was tired. Let’s hope he meets me tomorrow morning.
He will listen to me and this time I will invite him for a coffee or so.
Date: 21-March
HE:
Yesterday, she explained me the whole thing.
How stupid of me? I was thinking really absurd things about her.
She is such a cute girl;
it was not her mistake that she had to attend the meeting.
I was kind of ok when she gave me the explanation.
The conversation after that just went normal as it used to be earlier.
Whatever that might be I am not going to ask her out anymore.
Date: 22-March
HE:
What the hell… what does she think of herself?
Today she invited me for a coffee at 4.
I went there on time. I didn’t want to miss it but again she didn’t turn up.
Why? Is she just stressing how important she is and how unimportant I am for her?
I felt like calling her there only and just ask the reason why is she playing games with me like this.
I decided to ask this for full and final what the matter was,
but she didn’t turn up even for 8 o’clock bus.
Date: 27-March
HE:
I couldn’t see her for last 5 days.
Did she come to office?
Isn’t she feeling well?
I hope she is alright.
Oh God, please protect her.
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Date: 10-March
HE:
Since Rajesh has introduced us to each other,
the days have been very good for us.
I mean I didn’t talk to her or so,
but at least we exchange smile regularly.
Let’s see whether I can sit beside her sometime and have a word or two.
Date: 12-March
HE:
I sat beside her today in the bus while returning from office.
We were chatting a lot, on no specific topics as such,
but I really enjoyed her company.
She is really a cute, simple and sweet girl.
She said she will be reserving a seat for me in the morning bus.
Let’s see whether she really keeps her promise…
Date: 16-March
HE:
Since last few days,
she had been reserving a seat for me in the morning as well as in the evening bus.
We both seem to enjoy each other’s company very well.
I decided to take a step forward today.
I asked her for a cup of coffee in the afternoon.
I was a bit depressed about what she might reply but surprisingly,
she said yes without even thinking for a moment as if she was actually waiting for such a move from my side.
We decided to meet at 4 near the café inside the campus.
She didn’t turn up.
I don’t have her cell number so I even couldn’t call her and ask why she did so.
It was so embarrassing for me to wait there just alone.
Did she do it purposefully? Why? I could make out no sensible reason.
If she would be having a meeting or some office work,
she should have informed me. She didn’t call me.
My extension or even cell number was available with the telephone directory.
Did she do it for the only reason that she wanted to show that she doesn’t care for me and prove her importance?
SHE:
Today there happened a real disaster.
The servers were down and I was so busy in recovering them,
debugging the code that I almost forgot I had my first ‘date’ with Niru.
I suddenly remembered it just before going to a meeting at 2 and I was sure that I can easily finish off with the meeting by 4 and meet Niru, but no.
The destiny had some other plans.
I had to be in meeting till 5.
I even couldn’t phone Niru and inform him that I am not coming.
When the meeting was over, it was already 6.
He must have left for the day.
He was going to Mumbai today,
so he must have left early.
What can I do?
I wanted to meet him and apologize face to face.
Mail or phone won’t do.
I hope we meet on Monday. I’ll explain him everything.
He is a nice guy. He will understand me properly.
I am hoping so,
obviously I don’t have any other option at least till Monday.
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DATE: 7-March
HE:
Today can be called as the luckiest day of my life.
I talked to her face to face for the first time.
Rajesh, my friend had some work in Nigdi today and was travelling by our bus and surprisingly he knew her well.
They were collegemates during the degree. He introduced us formally.
I was so happy, that I just forgot that sometime back she just avoided sitting beside me.
Everything in my brain, all my nervousness, and hatred for her as well as for my loser …all was just washed up.
Now I can talk to her, I hope I can turn this chance to success.
Oh God, thanks a lot… Rajesh was just like an angel sent by you.
SHE:
Thanks a lottt god…. I am so happy.
Even he was. I could easily make that out from his face.
It was just so bright. He still has feelings for me.
Thank god, I thought after that day I kinda lost him,
but no. Now we can talk to each other officially.
No problem of who is first … we are friends now.
God you are great.
Rajesh:
Today I was travelling with Niru, my projectmate. Even my best friend in college was traveling by the same bus.
It was a really pleasant surprise to see her after a couple of years or so.
I think my transfer to Pune will result in some good thing.
She has become more beautiful than she was in our college days.
Damn.. why the hell did I neglect her in college when she had crush on me…
I hope she is still single, not even committed or so.
I would like simple girl like to get settled in life.
Now I am well settled in job, should go forward with love matter also.
When I introduced Niru to her today,
somehow her face lit up as if she was eager to have a word or two with him since many days.
Niru’s condition was no different. Do they have something between them?
I hope there is nothing of such sort.
Oh God, thanks a lot that you made me meet her,
I hope you help me once again to make her mine.
Please just keep Niru out of this.
GOD:
If you get only happiness then you don’t feel its value,
do you? That’s why everything is planned in such a way that whenever you get happy you should understand its true value.
I haven’t done anything special here.
It’s all just happening as predefined.
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Here is the 7th Part of Our Diary Story
Date: 28-Feb
HE:
Today, the office had planned to screen a movie in the campus.
I had seen it but thought of enjoying it with friends in the open air. I
took the permission for an hour from my boss and went for that. The
dialogues were not much audible on the lawns, but it was fun to watch the
movie in an open air theatre like that. I was to leave the place to return
to my cubicle and turned around when I saw her standing there just around
10 feet away from me.
I don't know why but my heart started speeding a lot higher
than even Michael Schumaker's Ferrari. She just smiled at
someone in the crowd at my back, tried her best not to look
directly to me and just left the place. I stood there for a
minute or two just wondering what had happened.
Why did she smile? Did she feel good that I am still in the
same company only or she didn't even take notice of my
presence and really smiled at someone in the crowd at my back?
But we were so close that it was practically impossible for
her to just ignore me.
SHE:
I saw him today, at the movie screening. Thank god he is still
working with this company only. I thought of smiling at him
and greeting him. I was so happy to see him, I wanted to ask
him where he was for so many days, whether he was not well,
had he changed his house or was he using bike for the
transport, but again I didn't ask a single question. I stayed
calm. I didn't want to embarrass him again.
I don't know what I feel about him, but somehow whenever I see
him, I do feel better. I hope he starts travelling by bus
again.
Everyday we can see each other in the morning and wish each other a very
good morning without any words or smile but just with a plain look.
Date: 5-march
HE:
I resumed my normal duty today. It was good to see all those
familiar faces once again after so many days. Of course my
eyes were searching only one face out of that but still.
Just like my normal schedule, I got into the bus. She was
sitting there with the same plain look on her face, nowhere
even a single line of recognition, but when she saw me, her
face reflected a small smile.
It couldn't escape my notice. Was she happy to see me back in the bus? I
don't know about her, but I was definitely happy to see her.
SHE:
I was so happy, I tried my best to conceal my happiness but I
felt like getting up from my seat and just sit beside him and
talk, talk and just talk to him. Hey what's this? What's
happening to me? I never felt like this for anyone. Is this
just sympathy for that evening thing or is this love? No
chance of it. I don't believe in this love at first sight or
so. We don't know each other, we don't know anything about
each other, how can this be love? Probably just infatuation...
whatever it may be... I am loving this feeling very much.
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Date: 14-Feb Valentine's Day:)
HE:
By the time I am writing this, Valentine's Day is already over.
It doesn't matter anyways, since nothing unusual has happened today. The
day had been very much like other 365 days in the year or probably last
21 valentine's days in my life. I was hoping that I at least get to catch
her glimpse but fate didn't seem to favor me even this much. Due to this
night shift, I am even deprived of her glimpses. Today, I even lingered a
bit at the gates at the usual bus timing to watch her, but she didn't turn
up. I think god wants to signal me to keep away from her. My insult that
day was the first one and now this was the second one. Ok god, I got it.
SHE:
Valentine's day is over but I couldn't manage even to see him
today. I thought today he might come to me and have a talk,
but he didn't.
Even he is not traveling nowadays by the usual bus. Did he change home or
worst the company itself?
Today all my teammates have gone out with their valentines and I am alone
back home. That's why I left the office early and came straight back to
home. If that evening thing wouldn't have happened, probably today I would
not have been alone. I think the fate doesn't want us together. Probably
so. Ok god, if this is what is intended for me, ok; I accept it, obviously
I anyways don't have any alternative, but still.
Date: 27-Feb
HE:
I was working in the night shift for the whole month so had to
travel by cab rather than bus. I used to work from 4.00 p.m.
to 2.30 a.m.
so naturally I had lost contact with almost all people working in dayshift
except for my teammates who would surrender the charge to me while leaving
for the day. For the whole month I didn't travel by bus.
Obviously didn't see her. She works in the adjacent building only, but I
don't know where her cubicle is located exactly and anyways even if I
would be knowing that, I don't think I have that much guts to approach
her.
For almost a month I didn't see her, but I didn't feel any
desperation to see her. I was unbelievably aloof in this case.
Was it the effect of that evening incidence?
Valentine's Day over... then when are they going to Speak and Propose...???
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Date: 27-Jan
SHE:
Today he seemed to have lost in thoughts. When he got into the
bus, surprisingly he didn't search for me. He even didn't look
up.
He just went straight to the last seat and started reading a novel. I
tried looking at him once or twice but he didn't lift his head at all. I
think he is hurt, I am feeling sorry, but what can I do? When we got down
at the office gate, I purposefully lingered a bit more at the gates to
give back him a smile, but I couldn't spot him in the crowd. Niru, I am
sorry, please be normal again.
Date: 28-Jan
SHE:
Today I saw him in the food court. He was there with two girls
and was chatting, laughing, cracking jokes. He seemed to enjoy
the company.
Is he also a typical boy who just wants to have as many girls around him
as possible? Is he a typical flirt? Does he want me also to get included
in that group for showcasing?
Probably the two girls were just good friends of him. At least
I hope so. Please god please let those be his sisters or just
friends, nothing else.
Date: 3-Feb
HE:
Since that evening thing has happened, I have left staring at
her. I don't know but some inner voice is telling me to keep
away. I am not a street walking beggar to be treated like
this. She might consider herself whatever she might think of.
She is beautiful, indeed, but that doesn't mean she can insult
me like that. I have sward not to look at her again anymore
and just to avoid her looks.
But I can't stay like this. I just like her and want to be
with her. She has committed a mistake, but wasn't that a bit
natural.
She doesn't like me and doesn't want to encourage my feelings about her.
Simple isn't it? That's it. A complete halt for my feelings and my dreams,
but I don't think I can manage not to have even a look at her.
Will I be able to do it?
There is some saying, 'Oh god, change the situations around me
to favor me. At least give me the strength to change it. If I
can't change it, at least give me the strength to bear it.' Oh
God, please listen to me.
GOD:
You don't remember me when you are happy or contempt, do you?
When there is a problem or a really difficult situation, then you start
remembering me or praising me, don't you? I still won't interfere here.
My world is a complex entity with each and every thing or event properly
planned for some specific future as well as past reason. Why should I
interfere and break the balance of all these systems myself?
Next is Feb 14th... Wait and see... what's going to happen... ;-)
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TO DAY IS PUBLIC HOLIDAY
HE:
Today, there was public holiday so I got lot of time to think and analyze the situation. What was my fault? I haven’t done anything wrong.
I didn’t ever talk to her, I never tried to flirt, I never gossiped about her except for my close friends.
I am even sure that none of my co-travelers in the bus know that I like her. Whenever I stare at her I take necessary precaution as not to be too obvious.
I don’t want to embarrass her in any way. When I am trying my best for this, then why did she have such cruel expressions on the face?
I think either she knows now that I like her and stare at her and she doesn’t want to encourage me or simply, she just hates me for no reason, just like many of my classmates who hate me for no reason.
I don’t know what to do now, but either ways I think she just doesn’t want me to be anywhere around her. She just hates me. Just one more failure. Does it hurt? Yes it does, but I am very much used to it.
I’ll try my best not to look at her. I don’t want to do anything that she doesn’t like. I will try to forget her as if she was just one more dream in my life which simply didn’t come true. Probably, I don’t deserve to be with her. This is fate after all. I will have to obey it.
SHE:
Today was a holiday. So I couldnt see him, although I wanted to. I
actually wanted to apologize for whatever happened yesterday.
I got into the bus and searched for the seat. He was sitting alone on
the seat for 3, it was a good chance for me to sit with him and have a
word or two.
I was just thrilled. I was about to sit on the same seat when Kruti
said something. I didnt hear it properly so I turned to her.
She said, See, Raghav is there, he has reserved seats for us. I just
hate that Raghav; he is always ready to flirt provided the other
person is a girl.
Whenever I see him, somehow I try my best to be as away from him as I
can, I even show hatred to him directly on my face but this guy simply
ignores this.
I dont know why Kruti likes him so much.
So the point is I went to the seat that Raghav had reserved specially
for us. I felt really bad for Niru, but if I would have denied Raghavs
offer and would
have sat on Nirus seat; it would have just been too obvious. He must
have felt embarrassed. Poor guy.
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To be continued...
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HE:
Today when I got into the bus and looked at her, she returned back a
cute smile. Was she serious?
I don't know; probably she must have told her friends about me and
they must have been making fun of me and that's why
when I got into the bus she started laughing and I misunderstood it
for smiling. Such a fool of me.
Damn, her friends must be having fun discussing things about me.
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SHE:
Today when he got into the bus, I smiled at him. But he seemed to be
more puzzled than pleased.
Is he really interested in having friendship with me or not? I really
don't know. Why am I thinking so much about him?
Have I started liking him? Or is it just like you just get used to
some things as a habit, and then you unknowingly start liking them?
I think it's the latter case here. Please god please let that guy be a
descent one. My sixth sense says he is a descent guy.
I think he must have got puzzled because of the smile I gave him. It
wasn't my fault, for I showed him that I am interested in friendship.
Now the ball lies in his court. Will he dare first to talk?
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HE:
I am damn confused. I don't know what to do. Every day everyone around
me is bombarding me with some tactics to approach her
but nothing seems to suit me well. My roommates even started taunting
me that I can't have a girlfriend or at least the guts to approach the
gal.
I am leaving it now on luck. I will just continue whatever is going
on; let the luck take us wherever and however intended.
TO BE CONTINUED....................................................
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HE:
My roommate told me to approach her and get introduced to her all by
myself. It's not that easy; this is not a college,
What if she complains about this to higher authorities? No, I can't take
this risk.
Someone else better introduce her to me. God, can you help me please?
SHE:
My cousin told me to show some sign to him that I am ok in having
friendship with him. I think he is afraid to come forward.
I'll give him a good friendly smile tomorrow, when he gets into the bus.
I hope he understands and decrypts my signal. God, can you please help him?
GOD:
Now should I come into this picture? Both of these human beings are
acting as if they are in a big problem.
Although not for me, I had made life so simple for you, just added a bit
of emotions there and see how complex you have made it.
Now that I am the god, you must have been expecting me to intervene and
have some miracle, but no; I won't interfere here.
I have created this world with some fixed rules and everything is just
working as per that.
Why should I just interfere and break my own rules thereby disrupting the
balance of this whole system?
.....To be continued ...
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Hi ,
This is a real and nice story of someone’s life, I hope
that you will enjoy it. So plz go through it.
HE:
I wait everyday till 8.00 in the office even if there is no work. All of
my teammates ask me why; how can I tell them that I don't wait for any
personal or official work but the only reason why I wait is the
'secretary'- a girl in my 8.00 p.m bus.
'Secretary' is not her real name, it's sort of a code name given to her by
me and my friends. Truly speaking, I like her. She might not be one of
those
who look like Aishwarya Rai or Preitty Zinta, but she is cute and simple
and that's the reason I like her. For past 6 months I have been staring at
her
in the bus, while going to office and coming back from the office. When I
get into bus, somehow my eyes search the whole bus just to have her
glimpse.
I never had a girlfriend till now, not that I don't like to have
friendship with girls but somehow they usually prefer tall-dark-handsome
qualities in their
boyfriends, out of which I possess none. I don't want to jump to any
relationship like this with the secretary but at least just a friendship,
is it possible?
I want to talk to her. I want to have friendship with her. I know her
name, for I had seen her ID card one day. But I don't have the guts to
talk to her.
I even don't know whether she knows me even by face. I know, no one can
help me here; no-one other than myself, but I simply have no guts.
At least someone probably a common friend,
might at least formally introduce us to each other.
SHE:
There is one guy in my office bus. His name is Niranjan. I think he likes
me, for me and even my friends have observed him many times staring at
myself.
Even when he gets into the bus, rather than searching for an empty seat,
his eyes search the whole bus for me. Don't know why but I kind of like
it.
Sometimes the feeling of knowing that someone loves you is far better than
actually loving somebody. I didn't have any affair till today, not that I
didn't
like or love anyone, there was a guy in my college, whom I liked a lot but
somehow he stayed away from me, not that he didn't like me but probably
because I am not that beautiful and he wanted someone much more better
than me.
This guy, Niru, that's what his friends call him, I had heard it once in
the bus; he seems to be interested in me, not sure about love as such but
friendship might not be bad. At least the guy seems to be descent one. I
would like to be his friend, but how can I go forward?
After all he is the boy, he should come one step ahead …not me.
To be continued...stay tunned :)
This is a real and nice story of someone’s life, I hope
that you will enjoy it. So plz go through it.
HE:
I wait everyday till 8.00 in the office even if there is no work. All of
my teammates ask me why; how can I tell them that I don't wait for any
personal or official work but the only reason why I wait is the
'secretary'- a girl in my 8.00 p.m bus.
'Secretary' is not her real name, it's sort of a code name given to her by
me and my friends. Truly speaking, I like her. She might not be one of
those
who look like Aishwarya Rai or Preitty Zinta, but she is cute and simple
and that's the reason I like her. For past 6 months I have been staring at
her
in the bus, while going to office and coming back from the office. When I
get into bus, somehow my eyes search the whole bus just to have her
glimpse.
I never had a girlfriend till now, not that I don't like to have
friendship with girls but somehow they usually prefer tall-dark-handsome
qualities in their
boyfriends, out of which I possess none. I don't want to jump to any
relationship like this with the secretary but at least just a friendship,
is it possible?
I want to talk to her. I want to have friendship with her. I know her
name, for I had seen her ID card one day. But I don't have the guts to
talk to her.
I even don't know whether she knows me even by face. I know, no one can
help me here; no-one other than myself, but I simply have no guts.
At least someone probably a common friend,
might at least formally introduce us to each other.
SHE:
There is one guy in my office bus. His name is Niranjan. I think he likes
me, for me and even my friends have observed him many times staring at
myself.
Even when he gets into the bus, rather than searching for an empty seat,
his eyes search the whole bus for me. Don't know why but I kind of like
it.
Sometimes the feeling of knowing that someone loves you is far better than
actually loving somebody. I didn't have any affair till today, not that I
didn't
like or love anyone, there was a guy in my college, whom I liked a lot but
somehow he stayed away from me, not that he didn't like me but probably
because I am not that beautiful and he wanted someone much more better
than me.
This guy, Niru, that's what his friends call him, I had heard it once in
the bus; he seems to be interested in me, not sure about love as such but
friendship might not be bad. At least the guy seems to be descent one. I
would like to be his friend, but how can I go forward?
After all he is the boy, he should come one step ahead …not me.
To be continued...stay tunned :)
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