Date: 6-June
SHE:
Today was Niru’s birthday and also his last day in Pune as well as in this company.
He left in the evening for Mumbai.
It was really a heartbreaking moment to see him parting,
especially when both of us were completely aware that we might not see each other in future.
I had made the decision; the only problem was how to convey it to him.
I chose to be practical than just blind in love.
People give you cool gifts on your birthday but what I gave him was just a shock, a damn big shock.
He didn’t say anything except for ‘congrats’ and ‘good luck’ but his face told me everything he wanted to convey.
I cried there standing in the whole crowd of his friends who had gathered to wish him luck and goodbye.
He couldn’t cry out but if possible, he could just have wept then and there.
I said him sorry that I chose Rajesh over him.
What he replied was surprising.
He just replied, ‘No need to say sorry.
It’s your life, you have complete right to make a decision and you are mature enough to do so and you have made a wise decision.
We were friends and will be, but please don’t expect me to keep a contact with you.
I loved you and I really loved you from the bottom of my heart.
Now whenever I will think of you I will not have anything else than love in my mind and I think same might be the case with you;
and that won’t be right especially when u will be a married woman; married to someone else.
So this is our last meet.
Thanks for the friendship and the feeling of love that you gave me.
Best luck for your future life.’
And he just went inside the bus.
Was he so aloof or he just tried to sound so as not to make me feel worse about our parting?
I think for all those days that I spent with Niru,
I still couldn’t understand him properly.
Any ways Niru, what the truth is that I loved you.
I loved you like anything but the decision I made was based on practical aspects of life.
My decision will prove to be better for both of us and I am damn sure of it.
I had started writing diary since when I had seen you for the first time, now since you are not there in my life,
I am going to discontinue this practice.
This is the last page of my diary.
Best luck Niru, for your future.
Love you.
Bye.
HE:
This was the worst birthday of my life when I broke up with my love.
It can’t be termed as a breakup as such but we parted;
we parted forever with a promise not to cross the other’s life anytime in future.
I felt like crying; but boys don’t cry, do they? Yes they cry,
but secretly….and that’s why I am crying now.
The whole page is wet because of my tears.
Any ways this is the last page.
I have decided not to write this diary anymore.
This diary had come into my life with secretary,
and since secretary is no more with me,
what’s the purpose of this diary?
Secretary, just wanted to say best luck for your future.
I Love you.
Bye.
Rajesh:
Finally, today is that lucky day for me.
She said yes. I am so happy. She is mine.
Finally my dream has come true.
Oh God thanks a lot. You have made my day, in fact my life.
Very few people get to live with someone they love;
I am one of those lucky ones.
My happiness has no bounds.
I am very very happy today.
Niru left the company today,
I don’t know whether we will be able to meet each other in future.
I had gone to say good bye and wish good luck to him.
He was talking to her.
When I saw her face, I again felt some pain in my heart.
Are they both having something?
If so, why did she say Yes to me? Are they trying to cover-up something?
Or is she playing games with me? Or am I coming as an odd between the two?
I could see tears in Niru’s eyes when he left her and got into the bus.
Her condition was no different, in fact she literally cried.
She seemed to recover after a couple of minutes but the way she was looking somewhere into the vacuum,
her face clearly was clearly telling her diligent attempts to control tears.
Oh god, please show me the way.
I hope I didn’t do anything wrong by proposing her.
The way they both were talking to each other didn’t show any sign of quarrel or fight between them.
Then why they separated? Or they shared some feeling for each other and none of them just bothered to express it?
Whatever the situation might be, she has said ‘yes’ to me;
must be for some reason, whatever ;
she is mine now.
Niru is her past and she will forget him;
in fact she will have to.
Whatever the case may be,
I love her and that’s it.
GOD:
Ok. Here is the end of this story,
not a unique; in fact a very very common one.
You might be expecting me to interfere in it at the eleventh hour and change the ending so that either;
before the bus starts,
She runs to the bus and gets into it and goes with Niru to Mumbai or probably when the bus is about to leave,
Niru jumps out and hugs her or Rajesh feels something wrong and just takes her on bike and follows the bus just to stop it and make her get into the bus for Niru and so on?
Nopes. This is not a hindi film.
This is a real life story and not a reel life one.
She took the decision wisely after evaluating each option she had.
She had thought practically in every aspect.
Won’t interference by me be just injustice to her thoughts?
Won’t it be a betrayal to her trust that the option she chose is the best one?
Won’t it be just a wrong deed on my side and that too just to please some others without any particularly sensible reason?
As I said, I have made this world with some predefined rules.
The balance of this world totally depends on the events that are happening every now and then.
No event is of more or less important than the other.
Every moment, situation, event has some sort of purpose and so stands of equal importance.
The purpose might not be directly related to you but it can also affect you indirectly.
As said before, I had already decided not to intervene and I stuck to my word.
Now you will say that it’s me only who decides everything ultimately.
Yes. Indeed true but that’s what my point is.
I decided her fate to be with Rajesh,
that’s it.
I hope you understand;
in fact I am sure you will … again that’s what your fate says….
THE END
SHE:
Today was Niru’s birthday and also his last day in Pune as well as in this company.
He left in the evening for Mumbai.
It was really a heartbreaking moment to see him parting,
especially when both of us were completely aware that we might not see each other in future.
I had made the decision; the only problem was how to convey it to him.
I chose to be practical than just blind in love.
People give you cool gifts on your birthday but what I gave him was just a shock, a damn big shock.
He didn’t say anything except for ‘congrats’ and ‘good luck’ but his face told me everything he wanted to convey.
I cried there standing in the whole crowd of his friends who had gathered to wish him luck and goodbye.
He couldn’t cry out but if possible, he could just have wept then and there.
I said him sorry that I chose Rajesh over him.
What he replied was surprising.
He just replied, ‘No need to say sorry.
It’s your life, you have complete right to make a decision and you are mature enough to do so and you have made a wise decision.
We were friends and will be, but please don’t expect me to keep a contact with you.
I loved you and I really loved you from the bottom of my heart.
Now whenever I will think of you I will not have anything else than love in my mind and I think same might be the case with you;
and that won’t be right especially when u will be a married woman; married to someone else.
So this is our last meet.
Thanks for the friendship and the feeling of love that you gave me.
Best luck for your future life.’
And he just went inside the bus.
Was he so aloof or he just tried to sound so as not to make me feel worse about our parting?
I think for all those days that I spent with Niru,
I still couldn’t understand him properly.
Any ways Niru, what the truth is that I loved you.
I loved you like anything but the decision I made was based on practical aspects of life.
My decision will prove to be better for both of us and I am damn sure of it.
I had started writing diary since when I had seen you for the first time, now since you are not there in my life,
I am going to discontinue this practice.
This is the last page of my diary.
Best luck Niru, for your future.
Love you.
Bye.
HE:
This was the worst birthday of my life when I broke up with my love.
It can’t be termed as a breakup as such but we parted;
we parted forever with a promise not to cross the other’s life anytime in future.
I felt like crying; but boys don’t cry, do they? Yes they cry,
but secretly….and that’s why I am crying now.
The whole page is wet because of my tears.
Any ways this is the last page.
I have decided not to write this diary anymore.
This diary had come into my life with secretary,
and since secretary is no more with me,
what’s the purpose of this diary?
Secretary, just wanted to say best luck for your future.
I Love you.
Bye.
Rajesh:
Finally, today is that lucky day for me.
She said yes. I am so happy. She is mine.
Finally my dream has come true.
Oh God thanks a lot. You have made my day, in fact my life.
Very few people get to live with someone they love;
I am one of those lucky ones.
My happiness has no bounds.
I am very very happy today.
Niru left the company today,
I don’t know whether we will be able to meet each other in future.
I had gone to say good bye and wish good luck to him.
He was talking to her.
When I saw her face, I again felt some pain in my heart.
Are they both having something?
If so, why did she say Yes to me? Are they trying to cover-up something?
Or is she playing games with me? Or am I coming as an odd between the two?
I could see tears in Niru’s eyes when he left her and got into the bus.
Her condition was no different, in fact she literally cried.
She seemed to recover after a couple of minutes but the way she was looking somewhere into the vacuum,
her face clearly was clearly telling her diligent attempts to control tears.
Oh god, please show me the way.
I hope I didn’t do anything wrong by proposing her.
The way they both were talking to each other didn’t show any sign of quarrel or fight between them.
Then why they separated? Or they shared some feeling for each other and none of them just bothered to express it?
Whatever the situation might be, she has said ‘yes’ to me;
must be for some reason, whatever ;
she is mine now.
Niru is her past and she will forget him;
in fact she will have to.
Whatever the case may be,
I love her and that’s it.
GOD:
Ok. Here is the end of this story,
not a unique; in fact a very very common one.
You might be expecting me to interfere in it at the eleventh hour and change the ending so that either;
before the bus starts,
She runs to the bus and gets into it and goes with Niru to Mumbai or probably when the bus is about to leave,
Niru jumps out and hugs her or Rajesh feels something wrong and just takes her on bike and follows the bus just to stop it and make her get into the bus for Niru and so on?
Nopes. This is not a hindi film.
This is a real life story and not a reel life one.
She took the decision wisely after evaluating each option she had.
She had thought practically in every aspect.
Won’t interference by me be just injustice to her thoughts?
Won’t it be a betrayal to her trust that the option she chose is the best one?
Won’t it be just a wrong deed on my side and that too just to please some others without any particularly sensible reason?
As I said, I have made this world with some predefined rules.
The balance of this world totally depends on the events that are happening every now and then.
No event is of more or less important than the other.
Every moment, situation, event has some sort of purpose and so stands of equal importance.
The purpose might not be directly related to you but it can also affect you indirectly.
As said before, I had already decided not to intervene and I stuck to my word.
Now you will say that it’s me only who decides everything ultimately.
Yes. Indeed true but that’s what my point is.
I decided her fate to be with Rajesh,
that’s it.
I hope you understand;
in fact I am sure you will … again that’s what your fate says….
THE END
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