Auto Graph 12

Date: 23-May

Rajesh:
Today I proposed to her.
She didn’t show any expressions as such on face and asked for sometime to think about it,

but I know she must have be just too happy for she had crush on me in our college life.
I think she will say ‘yes’.

Just that I need to confirm that Niru doesn’t come in between.
Everything should go smooth otherwise.

Even her and my parents would not have any problem in fact they would be happy if she and I get into the most beautiful relationship.

HE:
Today she called me up and asked to meet for a coffee at our usual place,
but later suddenly she called up to cancel the meeting.

I don’t know why.
She sounded stressed a bit on phone so I concluded it to be the result of work pressure.

But when I saw her in the evening in the bus today,
she was in a bit off-mood.

I don’t know why.
She then just held my hand.

I think she wanted to say something but she was not able to.
I couldn’t even understand what she wanted to say but I kept mum.

When my stop came nearer, she released my hand.
I asked her whether she was alright.

She didn’t reply anything else than ‘yes, just fine’.
I tried calling her in the night after dinner, but she didn’t pick up.

I think she must be stressed because of the work and must have slept early.
I hope nothing is wrong.

Oh god, please take care of her.

SHE:
Today was the most dreadful day for me.
Rajesh proposed to me.

My mood was off.
I loved him in college but he didn’t seem to pay any attention to me.

At times he literally avoided me.
Later somehow I just managed to overcome that feeling.

I loved him, but he didn’t.
There are no conditions in love after all.

I tried my best to forget feelings about him, at least suppress them.
He never seemed to like me. Then why now?

Has his feelings really changed ? or
he is just playing games with me?

I was going to propose Niru today.
It would have been the most crucial moment of my life and this guy,

Rajesh just turned off my mood.
I was literally shocked to hear from him.

Not that I don’t like him but now that a couple of years have passed when we had no contact and even Niru is there in my life.
Much water has flown down the bridge.

I don’t know whether I still love him,
and I also don’t know whether Niru is ready to have a commitment as such with me.

I am just confused.
Oh god, please help me.

Show me some way.
Why didn’t you device any automatic system to solve such problems?

GOD:

Automatic system ?
Wow!!! All these software engineers think alike.

They think just the computerization of every system solves most of the related problems.
But real life is not so simple.

The real life is much more complex thing to handle.
In arithmetic you have 1+1 =2;

but in real life you may have 1+1 as anything but 2.
That’s life.

About the automatic system to solve the real life problems,
I have given you humans one such machine.

Some call it heart, some just brain.
I gave you the ability to think.

You can take decisions based on your prior experience,
your conscience and you can very easily use it to make decisions and

I am sure even she will find out a way in this ambivalence because even if she does not trust my creations,
I do.