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TO DAY IS PUBLIC HOLIDAY
HE:

Today, there was public holiday so I got lot of time to think and analyze the situation. What was my fault? I haven’t done anything wrong.

I didn’t ever talk to her, I never tried to flirt, I never gossiped about her except for my close friends.

I am even sure that none of my co-travelers in the bus know that I like her. Whenever I stare at her I take necessary precaution as not to be too obvious.

I don’t want to embarrass her in any way. When I am trying my best for this, then why did she have such cruel expressions on the face?

I think either she knows now that I like her and stare at her and she doesn’t want to encourage me or simply, she just hates me for no reason, just like many of my classmates who hate me for no reason.

I don’t know what to do now, but either ways I think she just doesn’t want me to be anywhere around her. She just hates me. Just one more failure. Does it hurt? Yes it does, but I am very much used to it.

I’ll try my best not to look at her. I don’t want to do anything that she doesn’t like. I will try to forget her as if she was just one more dream in my life which simply didn’t come true. Probably, I don’t deserve to be with her. This is fate after all. I will have to obey it.

SHE:



Today was a holiday. So I couldnt see him, although I wanted to. I
actually wanted to apologize for whatever happened yesterday.



I got into the bus and searched for the seat. He was sitting alone on
the seat for 3, it was a good chance for me to sit with him and have a
word or two.



I was just thrilled. I was about to sit on the same seat when Kruti
said something. I didnt hear it properly so I turned to her.



She said, See, Raghav is there, he has reserved seats for us. I just
hate that Raghav; he is always ready to flirt provided the other
person is a girl.



Whenever I see him, somehow I try my best to be as away from him as I
can, I even show hatred to him directly on my face but this guy simply
ignores this.



I dont know why Kruti likes him so much.



So the point is I went to the seat that Raghav had reserved specially
for us. I felt really bad for Niru, but if I would have denied Raghavs
offer and would



have sat on Nirus seat; it would have just been too obvious. He must
have felt embarrassed. Poor guy.

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To be continued...